im a liar and a loser and i hate myself

i had just recently finished my mid year exams.....my mum is very annoying bout how i hav 2 study all the time to get good marks.i hav been lying to her all the time saying i hav studied when i didnt even touch my books at all.i feel bad about this.should i just tell her i havnt been studying or just keep on lying to her about it?i love my mum but i just dont feel the motivation 2 go and study.plz i dont know wat i shuld do.....i dont want 2 lie but if i dont then she wuld b sad about me not trying my best..... in another cenario my group of frends met this other group of girls and our 2 groups started hanging out alot.i liked this girl but my frend also liked her 2.....but meanwhile the girl found out that we both liked her.then i told the girl and my frend that i wuld let my frend try 2 date her and stuff.i kept doin this and i made the girl feel really bad and like a toy bcoz we just kept passing her around.i dont feel very good and i think she lieks me but i think i dont like her anymore....i dont know if i liek her or not....she keeps on making me think she likes me and then the next second she givs me the impression that she dusnt.wat shuld i do?shuld i still let my frend go 4 her or do i just like ring out?and a few days ago i saw sum pictures of her frend and i thought she was pretty hot....am i a dikhed bcoz i like whoever i c?bcoz now i wanna hook up with the girls frend...i feel like a dik.....liking the frend of the girl i had just liked.....am i unforgivable or just selfish?i duno if i shuld still b liking the frend of the girl or shuld i not like her 2 b a bit moral in a sense.....i dont know..... plz help me
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I was molested by my aunt from age 4 to 12. She gay and made me 69 with her. As a young girl being forced lick a woman pussy several times a day made me a mess. Finally at 13 she add another women and I was eat her also, I freaked out and she was discovered and went to jail. Some how I survived and met a great guy got married and had a beautiful daughter. The it all fell apart. 11 years ago when my daughter was 14 she was hit by a car and had a brain injury. She was in rehab for a year. When she came home we her behavior was erratic from quite to loud. Jenny also began to act in a very sexual way to both me and her father. Trying to kiss us both, walking around naked and suddenly masterbating in front of us. We went to the doctors who treated her, they said the impulse centers of Jenny brain were damaged and she would have issues for the rest of her life. The prescriptions med they gave her worked for a while, but she started to Hallucinate badly. We took her off the drugs, then on day she disappeared. The police found her 4 days later in a motel with 5 men. She had been having group sex with them for days. Luckily she did not get pregnant or and disease. My husband had done very in his tech business. He sold the company and our home and we moved to a very rural area, so Jenny would be safe. But the isolated setting made her sexual behavior become even more pronounced. It was impossible to keep her dressed and wanted her father to have sex with her. She grabbed me several times trying to force me to orally satisfy her. Then again she disappeared and she was found two states away with a group of men being gang banged. Again luckily no diseases or baby. The doctor recommended we have a sterilization procedure on her which we did. But back home it got worst, she quietly entered our room one night and preformed oral on her father, we woke up I tried pulling her off but John suddenly came, and Jenny swallowed. He was appalled he came, I tried to say it was not his fault. For the rest of the day Jenny was almost normal. Masterbating quietly on the chair. But that night she got in bed with us. John said no, and she became enraged hit us both, screaming give me cock give cock! I couldn't take any more, I said Fuck her John, give he what she wants! She sucked him as I sat there watching, he got hard and then entered her and cummings in a few minutes, Jenny also came. The fell asleep, at 2am she woke John up, Fuck me again Dad. He looked at me, it OK a daughter needs this. He was not getting hard so I started to sucked him. Jenny bent close licking his cock also out tongues touched, I almost freaked as my aunt behavior came back to me. The John fucked he but he lasted much longer finally cummings inside Jenny. So that became our life, John and Jenny naked all the time and her wanting sex every two hours. John went on Viagra to keep up. After three month Jenny was more normal, and barely masterbated. Then one day John could not get hard, we spent hours eater Jenny's pussy. Finally he said Kelly I can't do it any more. Jenny became enraged, she looked at me Mom please help me. I took off my rope, John realized what was going to do. Kelly no, you can't you were forced to do this my your aunt. I kissed John and said, I'm doing this to help my daughter. I knelled in from of Jenny closed my eyes and my began licking her. I did remembered things and soon Jenny came. From that day we have been her lovers. The demanded we all sleep together and we have 3way sex. Jenny's sexual appetite has stabilized, she only need to be fucked 4 times a day, but her need to receive oral sex has increased, I do most of it as John still needs to work his programing jobs. I have learned to enjoy give oral and usually cum when we got 69.

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