I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. I feel like I've failed at my marriage. I'm sitting here with a pain in my chest. My stomach feels like it's in knots. I don't even know what the truth is anymore. Can you fix something if you've given up? Can you truely forgive someone? I want to leave him.

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To be honest, this has nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to get a message out and I knew most people usually go on this category. I've liked this guy for a little over a year now. We have a lot in common and we used to be really close because we were always having to sit next to each other in class. We had a band concert recently and I was really upset because this was the first concert I had where I wasn't sitting next to him. Later that week, I was hanging out with my friends when one of them.. let's call her May... brought up the topic of my crush... let's call him Brayden. I told them about how I felt after the concert was over and started to cry. All three of my friends... May... uh, Monica... and, uh, Alexis... told me I should just get over him. That is when I went full on rage mode. They were telling me to get over him? For God's sake! I couldn't believe they went there! Alexis was fucking dating a guy from fucking Norway! May was fucking leading on a fucking senior (we are all freshmen)! Monica is asexual so I had nothing against her... but she has a secret admirer... let's call him Daniel... so, yeah. "Sure and in the meantime, May, you can stop talking to that Senior, Alexis, time for you to break up with that Norwegian guy, and Monica, you should just transfer schools so Daniel doesn't have to deal with your asexual ways!" I was so fucking mad! By now you have all realised that I have a very short temper but I had a reason to snap. Next time you feel like telling someone to get over their crush, remember what it would be like if someone told you that. It sucks. We are separated now and Alexis commit suicide. I hate those girls so much for making me feel that shitty.

To be honest, this has nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to get a message out and I knew most pe...

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she's fixated on anal sex she loves anal sex, the thought of it, the imagery, the feeling of using big dildos, the taboo, the "dirty or naughtiness" factor, the way hole feels during and after, the tingling her feel thinking about it, etc... love it. I want to rim my wife and enjoy anal sex with her and I so wish she would peg me and watch me use dildos on myself and that she would want to explore them herself. alas, she does not, nor does she want to be part of my fetish with penetrating myself. she does know about my fixation and I think it either scares her or turns her off or she just doesn't understand it. If I were single I would definitely explore with a Dom for someone else who would like to be into this kind of thing with a man. But I love her so I continue my habits on my own. It's sad. In my fantasies I think about getting gangbanged or pimped out or having my wife arrange groups of people to fuck me, or meeting someone randomly in the park who will fuck me. It's all just fantasy and I wouldn't want to have this life for real, it's just masturbation fantasy. sexuality is very complex.... My sex life with my wife is very slow, and goesy ? splatzy almost existent, so these her fantasies get stronger. It's just a frustration that she wants anal on me and I would prefer on her.

she's fixated on anal sex she loves anal sex, the thought of it, the imagery, the feeling of using b...

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