I cheated with someone. Its over now and I don't want it to be. I'm married and he's single. I haven't loved my husband in a really long time but I don't want my son to get hurt.my heart aches to b with this other fellow however he still loves his ex-girlfriend. I think he thinks she will eventually come back to him. I have so many unresolved feelings. I have seen him once since we stopped talking and my heart just dropped.I don't know if he really liked me or if he is on a mission to see how many white girls he can sleep with.I wonder if because I am so lonely is the reason I fell so quick and so hard. I never told him I loved him but I wish everyday I had,but I wasn't sure if I would be able to walk away from my marriage.I had decided that I would if my feelings got any stronger for him.they say time will make it easier but its not.now I find I'm angrier than ever at my husband for not being the man that I want him to be. I'm so sad and lonely I hope my heart heals soon.
I cheated with someone. Its over now and I don't want it to be. I'm married and he's single. I haven't loved my husband in a really long time but I don't want my son to get hurt.my heart aches to b with this other fellow however he still loves his ex-girlfriend. I think he thinks she will eventually come back to him. I have so many unresolved feelings. I have seen him once since we stopped talking and my heart just dropped.I don't know if he really liked me or if he is on a mission to see how many white girls he can sleep with.I wonder if because I am so lonely is the reason I fell so quick and so hard. I never told him I loved him but I wish everyday I had,but I wasn't sure if I would be able to walk away from my marriage.I had decided that I would if my feelings got any stronger for him.they say time will make it easier but its not.now I find I'm angrier than ever at my husband for not being the man that I want him to be. I'm so sad and lonely I hope my heart heals soon.