every weekend i like to have my husband dress as a french maid and do all my house work

You fucking Beat me as a kid ! You had thee most angered punishments made for me. You handled me like a piece of meat dangling up off the floor and welted me all over my body with your hand, belt, wire cloth hanger "whatever". You had the most vile angry attitude against me. I will not be sorry for what you did. The pain of it all is gone but the internal marks left behind still linger. I know now what your fucking problem was ! Dad was an alcoholic! You had a previous husband in a first marriage who was the same thing. You made the mistake of marrying another one. You hated yourself for that. Alcoholic husbands make moms turn into both daddy and mommy. Your first marriage did this to you and you fucking went right back at it in your second. You took it all out on the kids in your first marriage. Next you took it all out on your second. Fuck you mom! And I'll explain - I was the last kid you ever had and you did more of your fucking beatings on me because of the larger than life mess you created in Two families! Secondly you turned to alcohol yourself cause I aint around to be abused by you. Lastly now your dead and never said your last dieing words of how sorry you were - So I'll just say this... You fucking abused me more so along with the rest of the kids. Your abuses were just translations of your low self esteem and failures. You couldn't see enough to stop your abuses and put an end to where they were coming from. NO, you had to be the middleman. Someone pissed you off, you just passed it along the us kids. You know what mom...Up Your's!

You fucking Beat me as a kid ! You had thee most angered punishments made for me. You handled me lik...

My boyfriend, fiancé now, of two years and I are finally getting married next week, and although it should be one of, if not the, happiest days of my life, I'm also dreading it. The worst part is that it's partially my fault. I've been keeping the fact that I was physically abused by my parents as a child hidden from him for the entirety of our relationship. I have large, visible scars covering a large portion of my back and stomach, and I've been terrified of letting anybody, let alone him, see them. I dress extremely modestly as a result. We haven't had sex yet because I made up that I want to wait until we're married out of fear, so he hasn't really seen my stomach or back. I know he knows I'm hiding something from him, but I'm know he's just being tactful and considerate, as he hasn't really called me out on it and has been incredibly patient with this "quirk" of mine. I know that he's going to ask about it when he finally sees them, and I'm deathly afraid that I'll ruin our wedding night. I don't want to hide it anymore, though. I love him so much, and I want to be transparent. I guess I've always been and still am afraid that he'll be deterred by either my scars or my background or both. I know he's better than that, but I can't help myself. I feel like vomiting every time I think about showing and telling him. I know I should probably tell him beforehand, but I don't think I can bring myself to. Agh!Why am I not allowed to be happy?! I'm getting married to the love of my life

My boyfriend, fiancé now, of two years and I are finally getting married next week, and although it ...

Honey, your marriage is OVER!! Ever since we first had s** 2 mos ago weve both known that you were going to leave your wife and be with me and you said that so now is the time for you to do that. either you tell her in a nice way so shes not so hurt or i will tell her in a mean mean way and be totally sure shes hurt by it. or else i will tell your youngest daughter who is my friend and tell her about all the nasty perverted s*** ive been doing with her daddy in the bed where he sleeps with her mommy. or else i'll just tell all of her and my friends at our school and tell them how weve been f****** every day for 2 mos and how youve been wanting to get with me for years and years and how you masturbated for all that time wishing you could have me. is that how you want it? do you want me to handle it or do you want to handle it? either way your marriage is over and you and me are going to be a couple. thats the important part. your marriage is over and you and me are going to be a couple. i would actually prefer telling everybody myself and telling them how sexy we are together and all the filthy things we do but you do NOT want that. so do it. tell her. end it. now. or else i will. and you know me so you know i mean it. do it. now.Ok.......You are a p****...... You really think he will love you after you pull this stunt on him? He's going to see that you are a gold-digging selfish w**** who doesn't really want him, only his money, and is willing to put him through the greatest pain imaginable just to get it. Granted he is a complete moron for even thinking of having an affair and thinking that it would stay a secrete..... But people make stupid choices.... Like you. If I was this guy I would tell my wife about it and apologize on bended knee for being so unfaithful. That way there could still be a chance of him saving his marriage. As for you......no one would want to be with a selfish p**** of a w**** like you after you threatened them this way.....i dont really think it was stupid for either him or me to get with the other one because the way we make each other feel is totally amazing like you would really just not even believe and theres no way this could even possibly not be love. thats what love is the way the other person makes you feel and how you make them feel and its like that for ron and me. his wife never even came close to what i do to him not even from when she was younger but expecialy not now with her being so old and so saggy and so boring. he loves coming to get me and taking me places and then taking me to f***. we have f***** EVERY DAY FOR 74 DAYS since the first day we f***** and today will be 75 and he was masturbating about me like crazy for years even before that so this is not just an affair its waaaaay more than that and we want to be together. we just have to get the wife and the girls out of our way. it will be better if he does that than if i do it because i can be a b**** sometimes and if i told her about me and him i would be super mean to her and hurt her so bad that she would go away and never come back. but even that is better than the worst i could do which is to get off my b/c on purpose and let him knock me up. so see? i am being nice to her in reality even though lots of people do think i am sometimes a b****. i just want the man i want and i cant help that and he will definately NEVER stop wanting me because he loves whats inside of me and he loves getting up in there. plus he loves all the nasty perverted s*** i know how to do and like to do that his wife doesnt even know exists. im so much better for him than her and his daughters that its not even funny and its going to be so f****** good when him and me are a couple.

Honey, your marriage is OVER!! Ever since we first had s** 2 mos ago weve both known that you were ...