i had an account on a very popular blogging website. i was one of the most popular bloggers there, with over 15, 000 followers to my blog. i used a pseudonym on the blog, because i knew i'd be talking about politics and relationships, and i didn't want anyone i knew in real life to find my blog by accident. once i got about 5, 000 followers, i started to get noticed by the blog's moderators. they features some of my content on the blog's landing page. and that's when i started getting a lot of messages. not just "i like your writing" messages, but messages from beautiful women all over the world who just wanted to chat. some of the women were up-front about it: they wanted to flirt with me because i was "famous" on the site. others were more coy about it. i'm married, but i enjoyed the attention and i flirted back with several of the women. i figured that it wouldn't hurt anything, since it's all under a fake name and account anyway. i was stunned at how quickly and easily these women were willing to do anything i asked of them. i was never popular in school. i didn't start dating until i was 21. i dated exactly two people before i met the one who became my wife. i'm the kind of guy who is ignored by all the women, i'm just a fat guy in the background. never the center of attention. none of the women on this blog had ever seen my picture. they never asked for one.

i had an account on a very popular blogging website. i was one of the most popular bloggers there, with over 15, 000 followers to my blog. i used a pseudonym on the blog, because i knew i'd be talking about politics and relationships, and i didn't want anyone i knew in real life to find my blog by accident. once i got about 5, 000 followers, i started to get noticed by the blog's moderators. they features some of my content on the blog's landing page. and that's when i started getting a lot of messages. not just "i like your writing" messages, but messages from beautiful women all over the world who just wanted to chat. some of the women were up-front about it: they wanted to flirt with me because i was "famous" on the site. others were more coy about it. i'm married, but i enjoyed the attention and i flirted back with several of the women. i figured that it wouldn't hurt anything, since it's all under a fake name and account anyway. i was stunned at how quickly and easily these women were willing to do anything i asked of them. i was never popular in school. i didn't start dating until i was 21. i dated exactly two people before i met the one who became my wife. i'm the kind of guy who is ignored by all the women, i'm just a fat guy in the background. never the center of attention. none of the women on this blog had ever seen my picture. they never asked for one.
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