I hate you for sleeping with my friend in my bed while I was at work. I hate you for calling me the worst things I have ever been called. I hate you for belittling my sexual assault and making me feel that I am not worth help. I hate you for making me doubt myself. I hate you for lying to me about everything, especially when you knew I knew the truth. I hate you for using me to get yourself back on your feet. I hate you for always turning to me because you knew I would be there. I hate you the most for not just ending it, for keeping me so back burner. I hate myself for still thinking about you, for still feeling anything, even if it is hate.
I hate you for sleeping with my friend in my bed while I was at work. I hate you for calling me the worst things I have ever been called. I hate you for belittling my sexual assault and making me feel that I am not worth help. I hate you for making me doubt myself. I hate you for lying to me about everything, especially when you knew I knew the truth. I hate you for using me to get yourself back on your feet. I hate you for always turning to me because you knew I would be there. I hate you the most for not just ending it, for keeping me so back burner. I hate myself for still thinking about you, for still feeling anything, even if it is hate.