i lay on the bed all day every day for the last 12 years.

she and he forgets to put the medicine in the fridge cuz s/he is old not a good enough excuse when you going to learn to be perfect as me? never. never . never . never!

she and he forgets to put the medicine in the fridge cuz s/he is old not a good enough excuse when y...

doret told me "if you need to use more words then 6 don't even bother to explain to others, let them work out for themselves why you can't or won't do something or left or chose something or someone else", so I did for a number of years.

doret told me "if you need to use more words then 6 don't even bother to explain to others, let them...

Sometimes I hate myself. I hate how I can't function like normal people sometimes because I'm mildly autistic. I hate that I screw things up and people say it's no big deal when it feels like it to me. I hate myself because I feel like I'm failing to meet expectations of those close to me. I hate myself when I don't know how to react sometimes when one of my friends are hurt. I hate myself because sometimes I feel like I don't have any emotions or I simply don't care when I should. And sometimes I hate myself for thinking suicidal thoughts when I have a great family and amazing friends. And sometimes they are the only thing keeping me going. i know i killed her to have him. so what? women do this.

Sometimes I hate myself. I hate how I can't function like normal people sometimes because I'm mildly...