i am already doing a nursing course and have been and will be continuing it since I finished the dental one, but I am more interested in pharmacy hospital or maybe I could cope with surgery nursing or after surgery or pediatricts or pathology or xray and aged people but not death. I can't deal with that. i am more interested in medications really since I did the nursing maths and pharmacy tech part and my psychiatrist wants me to do nursing but I dont think I am clever enough to do it and I can't afford a good course where I would like to do it. like I know I have to be careful with these morphine type medications because they affect the serotonin you can't take them long term. but the pain was so bad. that is the hard part I so wish to go back working in pharmacy an learning compounding etc but i worry about standing for long times. my back surgeon goes back to work tomorrow so hopefully yasmin or katey will call me from his office. this is serious pain.