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I actually want to travel to find a man from overseas to marry cuz all of them here are a complete bloody useless waste of space deadpan wankers poofters, I am against gay marriage and I don't apologise for it, god didn't intent it and wait til wounded men want gay divorces and accuse men of rape and battery and forcing them into marriage etc. I am against gay marriage because it just makes it harder for women like me to find a husband. I mean you would swear I was the most vial woman in this town and I think I would be one of the more sexually moral and shy and modest women, I got up to a little silly things but I mean I really truely resent the way men have treated me here. I resent being ignored as a teen the way I was when young men SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASKING ME OUT BETTER MEN THAN WHAT WAS PUT ON DISPLAY FOR ME IN MY TEENS. i resent the way the churches have been towards me and a lot of people. I don't support gay marriage at all. I live at home because I have no husband, no man will get off his hole to know me, and the losers I have really liked who have don't put in enough effort, the losers I hated dragged me down to hell and it was hard to get rid of them to say "just fuck off" the better guys ignored me, I expected a man to buy me jewellery and take me out often. no man so far has lived up to my expectations, only a few have gone close and they seem to be ones that I never get sexual with, others I am glad I never got sexual with and one germ user nutcase ken I regret completely getting sexual with. while the men I like other people ruin it for me. I don't want to be around stupid people anymore. I know it might sound awful but I don't want to be around disability spastic abusive people anymore. I know even before I was in the car accident people seen me as spastic and more so after the car accident I was seen as a pathetic thing!

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I actually want to travel to find a man from overseas to marry cuz all of them here are a complete bloody useless waste of space deadpan wankers poofters, I am against gay marriage and I don't apologise for it, god didn't intent it and wait til wounded men want gay divorces and accuse men of rape and battery and forcing them into marriage etc. I am against gay marriage because it just makes it harder for women like me to find a husband. I mean you would swear I was the most vial woman in this town and I think I would be one of the more sexually moral and shy and modest women, I got up to a little silly things but I mean I really truely resent the way men have treated me here. I resent being ignored as a teen the way I was when young men SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASKING ME OUT BETTER MEN THAN WHAT WAS PUT ON DISPLAY FOR ME IN MY TEENS. i resent the way the churches have been towards me and a lot of people. I don't support gay marriage at all. I live at home because I have no husband, no man will get off his hole to know me, and the losers I have really liked who have don't put in enough effort, the losers I hated dragged me down to hell and it was hard to get rid of them to say "just fuck off" the better guys ignored me, I expected a man to buy me jewellery and take me out often. no man so far has lived up to my expectations, only a few have gone close and they seem to be ones that I never get sexual with, others I am glad I never got sexual with and one germ user nutcase ken I regret completely getting sexual with. while the men I like other people ruin it for me. I don't want to be around stupid people anymore. I know it might sound awful but I don't want to be around disability spastic abusive people anymore. I know even before I was in the car accident people seen me as spastic and more so after the car accident I was seen as a pathetic thing!
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