she had tears rolling down his face before I even asked

why don't white men want to marry? they only like thin tall models who look beautiful and come from rich homes who are well educated and whose families can advance their careers and personal ambitions and bank accounts and connections, they want to be envied, men think you should be grateful if they are married if they want to rape you and they are boring and uncivil rude and lack personal character. black men take too many liberties and all I have wanted was a white husband with some charm and class and when I was thin - he should have looked the mirror of me and the man who used me did not look the mirror of me. and I don't want to look the mirror of him or the majority of the men I met who were weird. men should learn to communicate better and I only ever liked the young single tall handsome men anyway not moneyed men.

why don't white men want to marry? they only like thin tall models who look beautiful and come from ...

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats health needs, bills and live in squaller and I deserve better then everything people have done to me. I know it, they know it. a therapist today told me I deserve better and keep fighting!

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats...

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food thrown at me by boys and they would think it was funny to throw a pickle sandwich so it would slop all over my face as a child of 5, and call me ugly with red hair and a lot of people and some goons actually stalked me with knives and in a car calling me a ugly slug germ and heaps of people thought is was funny when I was attacked and raped by a ugly fat biker married and creepy and the opposite of everything I wanted. they would tail gate me in cars and it was road rage a gang of young guys looking to attack me. and they were all revolting thugs.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food...