sometimes I am afraid to walk alone in fear of a heart attack.

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i hate this world. i have no money again. and I need a lot of it to shut me up.

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i...

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,cuz I just don't give a flying fuck who I offend these days since she went. I have so much bitterness in me and false friendliness and false politeness there are days I have to force it politeness out and its painful but its better the days when I can be blantantly rude, hard and cruel and harsh and mean to heaps of people. it somehow makes me feel better! just over a cat. and fuck the world on their spastic fucking xmas eve holedown hellfire shows. I hope heaps of people die in hell anyway. who cares! I just write my songs and that is a different side to me no one sees.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,c...

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they deserve death in eternal hell and compared to them, I am a saint. compared to the faggot scum married whores and bastard men and old hags and their witchypoo games and young scum, I am a saint, if god prefers the prostitutes and criminals and murders and arsonists and over me well god don't want to come complaining to me, cuz the bible is a complete bucket of shit and heaps of gospels were taken out and found later and its all a load of fucking shit!

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they de...