I go to ballet and was in church choir only because I won't sing to a devil. I only mix in certain circles and I am careful about the company I keep and what I do so I don't compromise myself or my beliefs. as I told rick when katy and bec and him were fooling me around "I didn't go out with you that night because I didn't want to compromise my virtue or safety because you were acting so stupid and bec only wanted to know when my periods were" I know why because they were trying to get me raped back in 1999. I know that. don't believe for a minute that these people were real friends and cared cuz if a real friend cared they would get off their ass and show it it would unquestionable loyalty unless they did something wrong, right. like my friends if my friend needed help I would go talk to her parents. if my friend was having trouble finding a man I would help her the RIGHT WAY. and there is a right and wrong way. and your better know it when dealing with me! my mum knows they are real friends were never real friends. ken was never really caring. no man who really cared would do that. if you cared you would get a girl to a hospital quick in case of brain damage. you wouldn't even message around! why leigh thought she could take women on a ship and pass them off as entertainment to married men I will never understand in the doctrines of the lord god. jesus christ! it confuses me every day why that nutter was so sick. I go to flower events and I go to some church events and I am very extreme right wing thinking but vote mostly socialist but now and then liberal and green. but seriously. I am not gonna be told how to think and be controlled by sarina russo nazi hitler! that woman is going to face her devil and face my god and be punished. you better believe it woman, well I don't even believe she is a woman and I think she knew exactly what she was doing she was trying to make mini quazi clones of herself just like joyce was but not as rich or married. and I do believe sarina has kids too by the way. she is a liar. just like joyce is a lair, joyce and leigh are also people who will face their devil and face my god and be punished. so will the royals and celebs and companies and people who abused me. I faced my demons and god and done my penance set out by a dirty niggar islander set up by bayside church and before that by the catholics. have any of you? bet you haven't! I have not had sex other then being raped and abused. I haven't have a sexual feeling or liason with a man in completely decades. that is how abused and penance supressed these disgusting islanders and catholics are. but we will see what their penance and price will be for abusing me? we will see how the royals and blacks etc have to face what they did to bill and got him to abuse me and my family ! god is out to get you cuz I know and bills spirit has been speaking to me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWBK8vhMQdQ&t=408s it happens it is real.

I go to ballet and was in church choir only because I won't sing to a devil. I only mix in certain circles and I am careful about the company I keep and what I do so I don't compromise myself or my beliefs. as I told rick when katy and bec and him were fooling me around "I didn't go out with you that night because I didn't want to compromise my virtue or safety because you were acting so stupid and bec only wanted to know when my periods were" I know why because they were trying to get me raped back in 1999. I know that. don't believe for a minute that these people were real friends and cared cuz if a real friend cared they would get off their ass and show it it would unquestionable loyalty unless they did something wrong, right. like my friends if my friend needed help I would go talk to her parents. if my friend was having trouble finding a man I would help her the RIGHT WAY. and there is a right and wrong way. and your better know it when dealing with me! my mum knows they are real friends were never real friends. ken was never really caring. no man who really cared would do that. if you cared you would get a girl to a hospital quick in case of brain damage. you wouldn't even message around! why leigh thought she could take women on a ship and pass them off as entertainment to married men I will never understand in the doctrines of the lord god. jesus christ! it confuses me every day why that nutter was so sick. I go to flower events and I go to some church events and I am very extreme right wing thinking but vote mostly socialist but now and then liberal and green. but seriously. I am not gonna be told how to think and be controlled by sarina russo nazi hitler! that woman is going to face her devil and face my god and be punished. you better believe it woman, well I don't even believe she is a woman and I think she knew exactly what she was doing she was trying to make mini quazi clones of herself just like joyce was but not as rich or married. and I do believe sarina has kids too by the way. she is a liar. just like joyce is a lair, joyce and leigh are also people who will face their devil and face my god and be punished. so will the royals and celebs and companies and people who abused me. I faced my demons and god and done my penance set out by a dirty niggar islander set up by bayside church and before that by the catholics. have any of you? bet you haven't! I have not had sex other then being raped and abused. I haven't have a sexual feeling or liason with a man in completely decades. that is how abused and penance supressed these disgusting islanders and catholics are. but we will see what their penance and price will be for abusing me? we will see how the royals and blacks etc have to face what they did to bill and got him to abuse me and my family ! god is out to get you cuz I know and bills spirit has been speaking to me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWBK8vhMQdQ&t=408s it happens it is real.
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I was nieve and stupid trusting the people I did, I was dumb for trusting joyce and ken and rick and that poxy film group, I was stupid for trusting the choirs and churches. I was dumb for trusting samatha who used me and put me with wrong men who were too old for me and we had nothing in common. ken and I had nothing in common in personality and that is the same with russell and wayne we had absolutely nothing in common at all. my sisters friends - allan and peter and I had nothing in common. no one treated me like a friend who was worthy of being important or being a pretty bride, I should never have trusted leigh morris, she was not caring about my needs and should never have been allowed to do that. if I had of known ken was not going to drive I would not have got in the car, I have noticed in the past I have done things to keep the peace at all costs, and I didn't pick up on what people were engineering for me that was not what I wanted. what would make someone thing that just because a girl says oh that person seems an ok sort of person does not mean you want sex with them no questions asked, just looking at someone is not enough for me, no person has ever lived up to what they say or what I expect of them. its made me question if my values and expectations are at a much higher level then others and I am more self aware and I am more reserved and not flirty and I dont put myself out there a lot anyway. I am not really in the mood for sex and love most of the time, I feel my skills are going to waste. I want a job and husband and ken and rick and russell were never ment to be in my personal place and world, they were other peoples friends and not ment to be my freind. just like most of the jobs. i never got one job I really wanted but I had jobs I learnt to do on the job and most were not to the standards I expected and not to the wages and care I expected, like I was in a specialist office and I was really impressed with how well this asian speicalist was treating his office staff. I have never been valued anywhere. people awlays soon forget me and regret employing me . no one ever asks me out enough. no one has ever given me what I need.

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