I don't know what this means I kept dreaming of being in the surf sex and dodging alligators

I feel completed stuffed because I hate it when feeling beaten by a job or a puzzle.

I feel completed stuffed because I hate it when feeling beaten by a job or a puzzle.

I am a guy, 30 studying and thinking "I should just leave and go abroad or make a radical change" trying to find work while studying has become so hard in my small town that I feel I have to move to get work. I called around a few places and I asked a few friends how to turn your life around and they said "just move away from everyone you know and don't speak to them again". That feels radical for me. I don't have a grudge towards anyone but I am thinking if I don't soon I might have a grudge.

I am a guy, 30 studying and thinking "I should just leave and go abroad or make a radical change" tr...

you have no idea how much I wanted to hug you pc 45** I had to as usual contain my emotionals and I usually made a diliberate attempt to always be on guard and act professional for my law/policing career and I had big dreams and wanted to be a judges associate and I realised in the end all I would be is a lucky to be a check out chick. I always have to play the role of the professional unemotional person. because no one taught me how to love. I thought it was best to just go through life with no feelings at all. ever. and I still feel that way to be honest. I had needs no one noticed. I needed your love so much the nights you came to see me professionally when I was terrorised out of my head, and here I am still living in fear of my life.

you have no idea how much I wanted to hug you pc 45** I had to as usual contain my emotionals and I ...