I have been trying to eat healty and less, as I have gone off too much pork and last few days I have been making Indian curry salad dishes for lunch but I really like Moroccan dishes as well, I just wish the curry tuna would not come in oil as I don't really like the idea of the oils, but the salads were nice the other one was a curry beans with lettuce and cabbage and cider vinegar and greek yogurt and that was so nice. I love putting a bit of caynne paper on my potatos and sweet potato it goes well, I am just so sick of being fat. I think I over did the water yesterday as I had about 4 or 5 x 750ml and felt so boated this morning. I sometimes mix cider vinegar and lime juice in it or a raspberry ketones which does stop hunger pains. what annoys me is the cost of quality fresh vegetables and fruits now. I just had kale and carrot and onion for dinner and lunch was just a slice of raisin toast and cup of tea. we had to go out and I wanted to put some things on order and I am so excited because I bought some new chocolate and cake trays - one is a cute one for children and the other is almost like round and others are flowers. then I try to think up low-fat alternative cake mixes with other meals then flour. I have strawberry and shoe and fairy , diamonds and panda bear shape chocolate molds I have not even used yet, I wanted to make a salmon dish but then seen all the fat in it and thought maybe just have the salmon without all the hassles and less fat. we got a capcino maker we opened at xmas for everyone to use, and I got out my foot massager on new years and I had that for over 6 months and I have not even used my mix master yet its been in the box for over 14 months. I want to use it but the kitchen is so small. I really want to put in a rustic french country peasant look kitchen with a few contemporary decor and I guess money is just holding me back I wish I had a part time job. I send out resumes and only occasionally hear back which feels painful when I want to work. I want to complete my degree as well. but when we do things - creative or therapy crafts or other things - we allow our sub conscious to go to work and help solve our problems at a different level so I am quietly living in hope the local group and counsel will consider my idea. I did a garden design course and would like to be involved in a project of some kind. I feel good when I get out and do things, keep physically moving. I hate the heat but I figure the sweat lets out toxins but I can't wait for winter.

I have been trying to eat healty and less, as I have gone off too much pork and last few days I have been making Indian curry salad dishes for lunch but I really like Moroccan dishes as well, I just wish the curry tuna would not come in oil as I don't really like the idea of the oils, but the salads were nice the other one was a curry beans with lettuce and cabbage and cider vinegar and greek yogurt and that was so nice. I love putting a bit of caynne paper on my potatos and sweet potato it goes well, I am just so sick of being fat. I think I over did the water yesterday as I had about 4 or 5 x 750ml and felt so boated this morning. I sometimes mix cider vinegar and lime juice in it or a raspberry ketones which does stop hunger pains. what annoys me is the cost of quality fresh vegetables and fruits now. I just had kale and carrot and onion for dinner and lunch was just a slice of raisin toast and cup of tea. we had to go out and I wanted to put some things on order and I am so excited because I bought some new chocolate and cake trays - one is a cute one for children and the other is almost like round and others are flowers. then I try to think up low-fat alternative cake mixes with other meals then flour. I have strawberry and shoe and fairy , diamonds and panda bear shape chocolate molds I have not even used yet, I wanted to make a salmon dish but then seen all the fat in it and thought maybe just have the salmon without all the hassles and less fat. we got a capcino maker we opened at xmas for everyone to use, and I got out my foot massager on new years and I had that for over 6 months and I have not even used my mix master yet its been in the box for over 14 months. I want to use it but the kitchen is so small. I really want to put in a rustic french country peasant look kitchen with a few contemporary decor and I guess money is just holding me back I wish I had a part time job. I send out resumes and only occasionally hear back which feels painful when I want to work. I want to complete my degree as well. but when we do things - creative or therapy crafts or other things - we allow our sub conscious to go to work and help solve our problems at a different level so I am quietly living in hope the local group and counsel will consider my idea. I did a garden design course and would like to be involved in a project of some kind. I feel good when I get out and do things, keep physically moving. I hate the heat but I figure the sweat lets out toxins but I can't wait for winter.
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