being catholic you did have to live like "Refugee" We got somethin', we both know it, we don't talk too much about it Ain't no real big secret, all the same, somehow we get around it Listen, it don't really matter to me baby You believe what you want to believe, you see You don't have to live like a refugee (Don't have to live like a refugee) Somewhere, somehow, somebody must have kicked you around some Tell me why you want to lay there, revel in your abandon Honey, it don't make no difference to me baby Everybody has to fight to be free, you see [Chorus:] You don't have to live like a refugee (Don't have to live like a refugee) No baby you don't have to live like a refugee (Don't have to live like a refugee) Baby we ain't the first I'm sure a lot of other lovers been burned Right now it seems real to you, but it's One of those things you gotta feel to be true Somewhere, somehow, somebody must have kicked you around some Who knows maybe you were kidnapped tied up, Taken away and held for ransom Honey, it don't make no difference to me, baby Everybody has to fight to be free, you see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFnOfpIJL0M

it hurts and its confusing when people tell you "your not allowed to like this prince or that pop star or actor or that sports person or that businessmen or that doctor etc" its confusing why are some girls allowed to put posters up of their favourite star or teacher or and yet I am not, as if I am some lesbian and I not allowed to show want for romance or love, because asian lisa said "being love and marrying turns you away from your relationship with god"???? confusing? because some people feel more the presence of god by being in a marriage or inlove, and certainly having a baby, like to me a baby is like a gift from god, like my pets, I mean if I did have an abortion or miscarriage after I was raped with all the medications I was on and the over heavy period I had, to be honest I am glad because it would not have felt like it was from god, or through love. I am sick of people telling who I am allowed to like and who I am not allowed to like. don't look at him, don't ask for help, stop looking to be rescued to the point when i was bashed going to university i felt too lame and shamed, too coward and like i was weak if i had told the police officer that was sitting near me in the train that day that I had just been assaulted, I didn't want to tell because I was embarrased I would burst into tears about being bashed or that I would be looking to be rescued asking for help, It was a waste of time going to joyce about the pedo she never took it seriously right from day 1. just would not let me talk about it at all. that was confusing.

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