I didn't take the garbage out

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Its not that i forgot, its not that i have a problem with my back [ok, maybe i have...] but i just hate doing stuff that are normal day to day tasks

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to the post- I adore women who have their kids young I don't know why,I just find that to be so sexy:)my mother usually refers to those types of women as women whose horse is greater then the rider, ie, their sexual impulses control them rather then their intellect. so my mother always taught me to have a strong rider mind and also that it was breaking the catholic faith to have children out of wedlock and that was a sin to do that. my mother always taught me that you only ever give yourself to a man once really, meaning as in virginity was a blessed thing to give and that multiple marriages was a sign of mental illness and personal instability and after I was raped while still a virgin, this upset my whole family badly cuzing my father so much anger he turned to alcohol and won't speak to people and my mother was horrified that such a social group would allow it to happen. because it caused me internal injuries and depression and neglect from other men I wanted and prefered the company of and my parents did not approve of the man who raped me and neither did I and we still stand by our values strong. one day the legal and medical people and those who wronged me god is going to punish them just like the people who caused my illnesses at other times just bc we live in a bad world does not mean we should lower ourselves to it but the wicked of the world are winning. its a wicked world we live in now. where the wicked and reptilian minds (that is the small old part of the brain that just rages and impulsive on sexual rampages and has no self order and control and quick to anger and flight or fight cuz they don't learn higher thinking skills) are working over time then the people with more mental faculties. nothing more sexy about young women fucking and having children some men find older women having children a more sensual mature erotic candor. young girls/ children today think they are adults with adult privileges at the age of the pre-teen movement of -711 and 12 are the shakers of the world, and that is a shame, majority of age was once a prized thing like virginity and also marriage and virtue which few people care to consider as attractive enhancements of womanhood now. it will ruin the world. the powers allowing will be to blame not me! thank the lord.

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its unlikely that I can ever be able to have epiduals with birth because of the vein narrowing disorder I have and from all injuries to my brain neurology from the mastoid infections and car accident and I have done enough study to understand this, do you understand??? do you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkffBv4sh4U so when they talk of sinuses there are more then just nasal, hello stupids. its like having a shower turned on with hormonal issues to do with the potassium/ sodium cell pump and my heart problems from all the broken heart pain and doctors have failed to ease any pain I endure.

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Type in youtube "I have no friends" its really interesting, or "why I left university or college" or "I resigned from my job" so many people give up and are happier for it because you will just be expected to work fast and long and die young in work. once you turn 25 or 30 no one wants you for work or relationships. and if you say your getting none (ie as in s or work) people just won't like you and will pass you up. when was the last time someone asked a celibate chick waiting or mr right to go on a date with them without any stress to it or expecting s? see the girls who give up s are more likely to value the s over the ones that just keep getting married all the time and have s with heaps of men. people think crying in s means real love it doesn't, that is just how worthless that person feels and just having s for sad rape and sicko stuff is a waste of time too and most people are unemotional or only emotional when their feelings have been hurt but that don't equal true love. real love is not always painful, just like all rapes don't just happen in underground car parks at night or being pushed into bushes in the dark paths at night. rape is real for most women. why worry about love when you can have a pretend friend and everything is about self care in therapy today.Its best to focus on you. I did a law degree another way and never told anyone and the direction will come when your mind opens to new things. don't focus on the bad of others rotting at you. that is there s* and garbage not yours. no matter what you got to make the next 20 or more years of life about you and enjoy it and not about the people who hurt you continue to hurt you. I would get off the internet for a while. don't post anything on sites for a while, get rid of all your fb accounts etc so people can't get into your space and time and then come back slowly like on annon sites now and then. use the net for entertainment and education and fun not for revenge other then via the legal authorities and if they can't help you then move and start new somewhere else and a holiday alone sometimes just going a nice place can help you get lost to find the other better you inside of you. that's what I did. I have family but as for men sworn off them. men are rubbish today cuz the women are rubbish as well. if you have morals you are gonna stand out like a sore thumb and probably be more alone than not. intelligent people have fewer friends and relationships. love is temporary but like as the song says "diamonds are forever, so too is herpes" so love aint worth all the illnesses like mono, and everything else to hiv and worry and if you do get lucky and find someone do it on holiday and don't tell anyone. no one. not even your closest family or parents.Law degrees are a dime a dozen now, and 75% of university graduates will never work and a lot drop out because of stress and money and relationships and jobs etc. you will find putting millions into education or on a loan is not worth it anymore. the people who have the jobs are not letting anyone get ahead and they won't give them up. so why bother be a drop out and enjoy life there is more to life then working and career and degrees and relationships.

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