I didn't take the garbage out

Pride Anger Hate Questioning God Stupidity

Its not that i forgot, its not that i have a problem with my back [ok, maybe i have...] but i just hate doing stuff that are normal day to day tasks

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i think when you have been abused by certain cultures it makes it hard cus you tend to judge all of them then, but I didn't like asian lisas bullying at me, saying "stop asking god for a husband etc babies are painful marriage is hard" its so negative like what she was really saying is "I don't think you deserve those things" and who is she? a number of people said she had no right doing that to me.

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