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Just Need a Meal Ticket I am a female graduate student at a top 10 university studying physics. Honestly, I am starting to hate it. I hate being a student, and I'm growing disinterested in my research. I just want to marry a guy with a good job and pop out his kids, so long as he will take care of us. What's so wrong with cooking/cleaning/home-making? I do all that stuff now anyway, as I live on my own. Why not have someone else take care of rent and food, and I'll f*** him good to earn my keep :)

Just Need a Meal Ticket I am a female graduate student at a top 10 university studying physics. Hon...

I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes twice a day. I'm worried Ill get throat cancer, Im worried if my sister knew she'd never speak to me again. I dont like living with her, she wont let me be myself. I dont want to need help or be sick. I want to be strong and stand for myself. I turn 20 this month, but I feel more immature than when I was 13. I'm so unhappy, but I dont think I could ever leave, I dont know where I would go. I want to be strong and healthy enough to be happy here. I have so much to be thankful for, but I keep making myself pick, and pertetuating new problems for myself. Im sacred that if I was healthy and happy, Id have to take responsability for my life, for all I havn't accomplished, for how beind I feel with everything, for how much I've hurt those I used to be closest to, for how much I've hurt myself.

I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes twice a day. I'm worried ...

why should I care about anyone no one has ever cared about me, after all the giving I do its never enough. well fuck off world. make me your hater! cuz I have a lot of friends who are hurting! we're sick of this lies and bullshit, no work no friends, no money no rewards. fuck off world. just go fuck off. you have to earn my time and hugs, earn it 100 times over and put up with my insults, I been too nice for too long. no relationship no love no house no car no ego caressing. no politeness. well guess what that is what you are all gonna get back from me. go love your sexlife. go fuck dirty fuckers. but fuck off out of my way. cuz I hate. you taught me to hate. you hated me first you abused me first. i have every right to abuse back.

why should I care about anyone no one has ever cared about me, after all the giving I do its never e...