sorry its @gourmetlayer007 I am a chef of sorts naked and restless.

I'm losing my mind. For about 2 months now, the way that my mind processes thoughts has completely changed. It started with a conversation with my boyfriend, when I said that sometimes, random thoughts (sexual ones) about guys that I don't actually have any interest in would pop into my mind, like a subconscious thing. He was really upset by it, and we had a big fight. Now, I feel like those thoughts are vile and disgusting, and if I have them, my brain tells me that I'm disgusting for thinking that. Every time I have one of these thoughts, I have a panic attack until I come clean and tell my boyfriend what happened, even though he says it's not a big deal, and he over-reacted initially. These thoughts are normal, according to everyone that I've talked to, but that doesn't make me feel any better about it. I don't remember how my brain used to function, and every time I have s** with my boyfriend, all I do is try so hard to concentrate and not think about other guys that my brain doesn't even let me enjoy the s**. I love my boyfriend a lot, and I just want things to go back to normal. I'd never cheat on him or anything, and if I have a thought, I just wwant my brain to pass it off as nothing and forget about it, but it lingers in my brain and consumes me to the point where I can't focus on anything anymore. I haven't been able to go to class, or take notes like I normally do, or even eat. Every time I eat, I have a small panic attack and feel like I might throw up. I'm going to counseling, but nothing seems to be helping. I don't remember how I used to think, and I don't know why my brain won't let me forget anything ever. I hate this. I want it to stop.

I'm losing my mind. For about 2 months now, the way that my mind processes thoughts has completely c...

I want to f*** a married woman. I have I want to f*** fat pregnant a married woman. I have the utmost respect for pregnant tarts and their shammy marriages and false believed bliss and nothing loving about baby laden couples and I hate when relationships after baby like that because they always fall apart but, I think it wold be so kinky to f*** another man's juice fat heavy pregnant slut wife, especially in their own bed. and poke the kids brains out.

I want to f*** a married woman. I have I want to f*** fat pregnant a married woman. I have the utmos...

emo & jock have been back again causing a rumble over at our place but this time with a twist. looking for some player action in the bedroom and a couples love night is hot on their cards while she keeps going on about her love for holidays so she can spend more time walking round nude as work doesn't permit. sometimes I think her work would permit. it seems to be her life now. living to walk around nude. poor old emo & jock. such a strange couple. I am getting sick of her sexual lighter flicking over at me considering I am a woman also, I don't know how to tell her I am sickened and not turned on by her or him.

emo & jock have been back again causing a rumble over at our place but this time with a twist. looki...