I have been with my boyfriend almost 2 and a half years and have cheated on him with 4 different guys. When I got with my boyfriend at 15, I absolutely fell in love with him. I cheated for the first time 3 days after we made it official. I regretted it and didnt cheat for the second time until a year and two months later. I was waiting on my bus when a grown man approached me asking if I had a lighter. I was 16 and had never smoked. I told him I didn't smoke and a huge smile stretched across his face. He asked me what I get into. I said nothing much. He then said "I bet you be fucking plenty hoes with a big ass dick in them pants". My eyes WIDENED because I would've never suspected this man was gay. And he looked like he was my parents age. I started to laugh and said nope. Then he pulled out his phone and showed me a picture of his dick and I'll never forget thinking that was the biggest dick I ever saw. Too big to be real. Honestly. It looked like he got it off line. I don't know how but he talked me into taking a walk with him. We ended up at a hotel and sucked each other off in the hotel. It was the second time I cheated and I didn't know WHAT to do. I told myself never again and blocked his number. Two months later, I texted him. Coincidentally He had moved around the corner from me and my boyfriend. That night, he penetrated me with that porn star dick. It hurted. But he was amazing at fucking. He was 14 years OLDER than me. 30 and I was 16 and he knew exactly what he was doing. I didn't cheat again until June. A man I met on craigslist. I had just turned 17 and he was 34. He was the BEST. Hands down. Then When I moved away to college, a really really lame guy from high school that I NEVER associated with became a good friend of mine. One night that my roomate went home, I called my friend over to spend the night. We started talking about shaving and porn and stuff. I always sleep in my underwear so I was basically naked. The more and more we talked, the harder my dick got. He was standing over me and I just pulled back the cover and snatched down my underwear. He was so amazed by how big it was. He and I had sex 3 times . None compared to the last time though when I fucked his throat and he kept sucking harder and harder and I exploded with my dick deep in his throat and he swallowed and sucked at the same time. But I feel really embarrassed to know I did anything with. I rather it have stayed adult strangers.

I have been with my boyfriend almost 2 and a half years and have cheated on him with 4 different guys. When I got with my boyfriend at 15, I absolutely fell in love with him. I cheated for the first time 3 days after we made it official. I regretted it and didnt cheat for the second time until a year and two months later. I was waiting on my bus when a grown man approached me asking if I had a lighter. I was 16 and had never smoked. I told him I didn't smoke and a huge smile stretched across his face. He asked me what I get into. I said nothing much. He then said "I bet you be fucking plenty hoes with a big ass dick in them pants". My eyes WIDENED because I would've never suspected this man was gay. And he looked like he was my parents age. I started to laugh and said nope. Then he pulled out his phone and showed me a picture of his dick and I'll never forget thinking that was the biggest dick I ever saw. Too big to be real. Honestly. It looked like he got it off line. I don't know how but he talked me into taking a walk with him. We ended up at a hotel and sucked each other off in the hotel. It was the second time I cheated and I didn't know WHAT to do. I told myself never again and blocked his number. Two months later, I texted him. Coincidentally He had moved around the corner from me and my boyfriend. That night, he penetrated me with that porn star dick. It hurted. But he was amazing at fucking. He was 14 years OLDER than me. 30 and I was 16 and he knew exactly what he was doing. I didn't cheat again until June. A man I met on craigslist. I had just turned 17 and he was 34. He was the BEST. Hands down. Then When I moved away to college, a really really lame guy from high school that I NEVER associated with became a good friend of mine. One night that my roomate went home, I called my friend over to spend the night. We started talking about shaving and porn and stuff. I always sleep in my underwear so I was basically naked. The more and more we talked, the harder my dick got. He was standing over me and I just pulled back the cover and snatched down my underwear. He was so amazed by how big it was. He and I had sex 3 times . None compared to the last time though when I fucked his throat and he kept sucking harder and harder and I exploded with my dick deep in his throat and he swallowed and sucked at the same time. But I feel really embarrassed to know I did anything with. I rather it have stayed adult strangers.
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