For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He took my virginity when I was 9, he demand sex several times a day. When my periods started my ass was fucked. He forced me do every disgusting sex act you can think of. Using my pussy, mouth and ass for what ever got him off. He passed me around to other men, made me fuck dogs and made me do porn to earn money turn me in to a BDSM slave. The worst part is he trained my body to always cum while doing these fucking things. It got to the point that no matter how he used me I began having squirting orgasms. One time in a mall I was 15 and looked at another boy, he pulled me aside and slapped hard several times and I came soaking my mini skirt. He never let me wear panties so my skirt was completely wet, then he made me walk to parking lot . I was so humiliated stand there waiting for the elevator I came again as he had trained me to be a bottom how craved humiliation. Last winter he died, and I was free. But at 33 I'm completely fuck up. I never went to high school or had friends. And have no family. I've tried sex with a dozen men since he died, but I can't cum or get wet. The bastard has made it impossible to cum without him. I hate him for making me this way. But I hate myself even more for wanting his touch again, for wanting to be abused by him for being a worthless slave in love with her master. Why did you have to die Daddy, I miss you so much.

For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He took my virginity when I was 9, he demand sex several times a day. When my periods started my ass was fucked. He forced me do every disgusting sex act you can think of. Using my pussy, mouth and ass for what ever got him off. He passed me around to other men, made me fuck dogs and made me do porn to earn money turn me in to a BDSM slave. The worst part is he trained my body to always cum while doing these fucking things. It got to the point that no matter how he used me I began having squirting orgasms. One time in a mall I was 15 and looked at another boy, he pulled me aside and slapped hard several times and I came soaking my mini skirt. He never let me wear panties so my skirt was completely wet, then he made me walk to parking lot . I was so humiliated stand there waiting for the elevator I came again as he had trained me to be a bottom how craved humiliation. Last winter he died, and I was free. But at 33 I'm completely fuck up. I never went to high school or had friends. And have no family. I've tried sex with a dozen men since he died, but I can't cum or get wet. The bastard has made it impossible to cum without him. I hate him for making me this way. But I hate myself even more for wanting his touch again, for wanting to be abused by him for being a worthless slave in love with her master. Why did you have to die Daddy, I miss you so much.
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I'm a 30 year old woman my brother is 44. Our father died when I was 2 years old. When I was 4 years old my brothet bagan training me to be his sex toy. Mom started working nights and I was let with him. Soon after that we started to shower together and sleep naked in his bed. He would have me hold his cock, I was amazed how big it would get. He is 9 inches when hard. He started masterbating me alot and I would get very wet, but did not cum. Before long I was jerking himoff too and watch him cum on his stomach. He said it was a special cream that was only for good girls. I was good so I wanted to try it. He held his cock and jerked it and a drop came up I licked it off. I tasted salty but I liked it. Over the next week he would cum in a cup and I started to drink more and more. Then one day he said let me shoot the cream in your mouth. I was scared but opened my mouth and he jerkoff into it. It was a lot but I swallowed it all. Within a month I was preforming oral on him two or three times a night and swallowing. I came to love the taste and wanted more cream. On weekends we would go places were there were no people and I sucked him and got my cream. And he also was eating me at 4, by 5 I began having orgasms. He said not to tell mom or she would want the cream and then there would be none for me. I never told mom, and at 10, we became lovers as he took my virginity. When I was 18, mom died and we moved to the west coast. We started wearing our parents wedding rings, as we loved each other like husband and wife. I still feel my brother is the prefect husband. We have now been together sexually for 26 years. We love each other so much. People assume we are married. Our sex life is still amazing, with a lot of oral, anal and regular sex. I still cum the hardest when I masterbating as I give him head. I think back to when was a girl who couldn't wait for her brother's special cream!

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