This might not seem like much of a confession but I can't make sense of what's happening anymore. Life's throwing too many challenges at me and happening all way too fast. About a week ago a friend of mine shoved me against a chair in an empty classroom, grabbed my face and just started to kiss me. From that point on things have been a blur. We seem to be limboing between more than friends and not yet relationship or some secret mission type thing. And what bothers me the most is the fact he is so different from me. Race. Dislikes. Likes. Plans. Perception. Comprehension.capability. This might sound cliche; I feel like it's wrong to like him or even to be with him. His furture plans scare me yet there's something alluring about him. This is such a mind tangling contradiction. My vision is blurred