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I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. It seems as though this marriage has been all about him. Every decision every move all about him and then when things go wrong financially like they are now, he blames it on me not havig a job! I had a nice paying job before he got his second promotion and we moved. we were doing fine when he got the first promotion and then 3 months later he got another one, (without even considering my feels or thoughts as usual.) He makes a decision to move us again. I did not say anything I just made the most of it and now here we are again struggling financially. I do not want to move back home and live with my father in law like we were before all the moving took place and besides his family just don't like me because I won't let them run my household. So now we are back to the here and now and that is my marriage. I am tired of this emotional roller coaster that Iam being put on with him and when I try to talk to him about it he turns it around like Idone something wrong and says, "then leave that is what you want to do anyway." and I never said anything about leaving. He blames me for not getting along with his family and he always looks over what they do to me. I tell him that I prefer not to be around them too long because they do and say little sneaky things that he never sees. We are financially exhausted and this move has proved to be an utter flop! but I don't say anything because he frustrates me and with the possibility of any argument I might just pack up and go. I am at my wits end and I can't even cry anymore. My life is just not like I expected and I am stuck and can't fix it. I struggle to get out of bed every morning and if it were not for my kids I probably would have left him a long time ago....I love him but I can't handle all this pressure.....I am so bogged down with responsibility and trying to stay above water that I feel so isolated. No one understands me so I don't tell anyone how I feel I just stay to myself and try to find a focus....It is so hard sometimes I don't want to wake up from sleeping with my eyes wide open because I am afraid that change will come in an instant and I might miss it......I am so tired I want my life back before all of this.....Iwant everything to be back to normal for me.....I want to pick up my dreams and goals where I left them and begin again........I want so much ......I want ....I want.......but nobody cares.

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shap...

I am so jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife and anyone else he has been with because I'm afraid I'm not as good as they are, and yes, I know this isn't the right way to be, but that doesn't help me change. He married his ex after only 3 months, and doesn't want to marry me that fast. I feel like I'm not as good as she was. He also said it was because she was pregnant, but he doesn't want me getting pregnant, so I feel like she got to be a wife and his child's mom while I get to be nothing but the girlfriend forever. He is also twice my age, so I feel like he has had so much more life experience that I will never be part of.

I am so jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife and anyone else he has been with because I'm afraid I'm no...

I sucked a guy off while he looked at pictures of my wife We met online. I was pretty drunk and the wife had passed out. He met me in my private parking garage, got in my car and looked at my wife's pictures and videos while I sucked his c***. I let him hold a pair of her panties while I sucked, he came in my mouth and I spit the c** in to the panties. Can't wait to see her wear them :)

I sucked a guy off while he looked at pictures of my wife We met online. I was pretty drunk and the ...