I said something stupid to a girl that really loved me.

I said something stupid to a girl that really loved me. It's been almost 2 years since I broke up with her on that same day. I never really got a chance to meet her again, since she's abroad now and live happily with another man. I never fell in love again. It's not that I didn't try to moving on, I've tried.. But.. It's just I still love my older girl