2014 was not the first time someone tried to harm me or kill me, 2000 stroke after ken raped me, the stupid user didn't even care to take me to a medical person, 1990 car accident, 1986 glass in mince, 1975 near drowning. I blame most of it on Louise and bugsy. that is why I don't want to know them or ken. I want to be round people better !

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I have a love hate relationship with university. I loved it and hated it. I was lonely, sad, depressed, shy, shut in or closed in as a person, bullied rappantly by teachers, admin staff and class groups, I didn't fit in, I had panic attacks the whole time which often I started skipping tutorials and just going to lectures, huge lecture halls then the panic attacks started there as well after a person attacked me one day while going to university I just was having a quiet little nervous breakdown and no one noticed, no one cared, I don't think I was ever missed, and then when I went to get help I met the wrong person completely who bullied me more, joyce. my sister was bullying me, my friends were, my mum and dad were, my brother was, all my outter distant relatives like aunts, uncles, cousins etc all hated me. I didn't have good friends network that was the worst part, there was no network that stuck by me through thick and thin, I stood by a lot of people in thick and thin and later regreted it. when I needed things no one was there for me.

I have a love hate relationship with university. I loved it and hated it. I was lonely, sad, depress...

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I have never ever had the enjoyment or fear of being asked out on a date by a nice man I really really liked worrying "what should I wear to impress him?" I used to meet up with rick and katy and think "well I will do something to look ok as it pleases me and if it doesn't I won't" I had to dress up for business school and I loved that. I loved being slim and being able to wear anything and not have to worry "have I put on weight" I really stuck to a good diet and exercise routine for years and infact it was the clinics/gyms who told me to go away or eat more and then sarina russos said "you don't need to be on any special diet" and I have proven them wrong! I got overweight had potasium and sodium problems and blood sugar issues and sarina is one of those slags that enjoy abusing white women. she hates white women. her with all that black hair and lizzard skin lebonesse bitch. she would take down anyone and not care the woman is probably a mass murderer with terrorist groups, you can see the hate in her eyes for people and her draining morbid self love and the lies I seen there the way people were being abused both men and women. she (one of her employees she got to send me to a quack) to caused me back spine injuries sending me to a physio who did a wrong thing and I met more italian abusive people. I hate to say it that you meet some really lovely foreign people of other ethics groups and then you meet some bad ones. its nice to meet the nice ones so you can try to believe its not a nationality thing or race thing that some have more maturity then to attack just because you are a white women. white women are being badly abused now. these men should be ashamed of themselves.

I have never ever had the enjoyment or fear of being asked out on a date by a nice man I really real...

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