i was asking joyce for help and others as a teen

so I was obsessing over this death threat parcel for ages and took it to a few clairvoyants and showed them and they thought it was weird and creepy. the ramblings of a nutcase, then came more weird isolated emails from arabs and indian men we blocked and also other strange letters one had a cd rom with it about this whole abuse issue and some one who had coppied all these editorials or stuff about some case, then there was more and this went on as well as fake people rick had got to stalk me and buy tickets and they tried to wreck my baby shows and I had been planning on doing the quest a few years before and wrote it in a diary in a bag that went missing and they stole my birth certificate and bank accounts and law books, they broke into the house and stole things in 2000 and again in 2005 and one night I went to hospital we noticed things had been moved and shoes and jewellery stolen. someone wanting to burn a for sale sign on our fence one halloween. its more then a bit creapy and then when I was sick one dickhead with a candle holding vigile outside with a harmonica and grim reaper suit was all too much. and dad had to tell them they had to leave and they were upsetting me. dad said they were taking things just too far.

so I was obsessing over this death threat parcel for ages and took it to a few clairvoyants and show...

I was always being told law was not a place for me and the boys do litigation and the girls do conveyancing. I didn't understand this talk then other stupid things were going on every thing I did from pharamcy to law to sports nutrition and whatever - oh you will never make it, you might pass the tests and get a degree but you will just do course after course after course and never hold down a real job. and more bullshit. talk about being jaded lack luster and alphabetazed bejesused alright the bullshit I have heard.

I was always being told law was not a place for me and the boys do litigation and the girls do conve...

do you know how it feels to be told every conceiveable thing you attempt to do or say your told "you won't be able to do that, because your too stupid" even down to sex and child birth and working in a shop or library ? have you any idea how battered that feeling is? and stalkers upsetting you stealing away your trust in every human being, bashers like katy stealing away every human faith or trust in others??? questioning everytime? "I wonder how she got him? I wonder did that woman have to bash someone to get him? who helped her? and why won't anyone ever help me?" why always these wrong weirods who are stupid, they don't know how to die because they have not faced death, they don't know how to live morally because they have not faced a scrap of their own death. and you expect me to talk to these spastics. no I won't!

do you know how it feels to be told every conceiveable thing you attempt to do or say your told "you...