Tired Of Everything nut no matter what I do, how hard I work or how much effort and planning I put into things...I seem to be the poster child for "Snatching defeat from the jaws of victory". The ideas I come up with get used by others who end up being highly successful with them. I have a string of people who endlessly thank me for the ideas that made them into who they are- and who won't help me when I am down. Is it any surprise I have grown angry, bitter and cynical? I am tired of being tolerant. I am tired of being nice. I am tired of being understanding. Next person who crosses me will pay with their pain and suffering.

Tired Of Everything nut no matter what I do, how hard I work or how much effort and planning I put into things...I seem to be the poster child for "Snatching defeat from the jaws of victory". The ideas I come up with get used by others who end up being highly successful with them. I have a string of people who endlessly thank me for the ideas that made them into who they are- and who won't help me when I am down. Is it any surprise I have grown angry, bitter and cynical? I am tired of being tolerant. I am tired of being nice. I am tired of being understanding. Next person who crosses me will pay with their pain and suffering.
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