I am worried about money tomorrow with the vet and I had to give up a overseas holiday and all I do for the past 20 years is apply for jobs, study and looking nice didn't make people like me or employ me, flossing didn't make people want to date me either. like all the money have paid out in my health fund and everyone elses holidays in the last number of years and all I get is a miserly discount of $600-800 per person per night for quad cruise is not to bad to the whitsundays is the best the world can return me. not a job, not a husband or degree or help me with my much at all, all the vet bills at the pet hospital and stuff I should own the half of 2 vet hospitals. with they had more of them too.

I am worried about money tomorrow with the vet and I had to give up a overseas holiday and all I do for the past 20 years is apply for jobs, study and looking nice didn't make people like me or employ me, flossing didn't make people want to date me either. like all the money have paid out in my health fund and everyone elses holidays in the last number of years and all I get is a miserly discount of $600-800 per person per night for quad cruise is not to bad to the whitsundays is the best the world can return me. not a job, not a husband or degree or help me with my much at all, all the vet bills at the pet hospital and stuff I should own the half of 2 vet hospitals. with they had more of them too.
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