I made the mistake of listening to all these spastic uneducated dogs who rooted for a living saying shit to me like "you need to trust others more" but like always I trust the wrong people. one day I will get it right and trust the right people. but then if people had of trusted me and believed me when I was younger when I wanted to address the issues then my life would have been better. no one wanted to help in a logical way. what ever help they think they are giving its not working and its not help. it doesn't even make any sense. you have never helped anyone but yourself, I was bought up in the catholic tradition of always put yourself last and help everyone else first. that is why I believe the catholics wronged women like me. they taught us lies !