kelly told me "don't you dare forgive or apologise to anita " so I don't. I won't ever apologise to anyone ever again as a matter of fact and I AM ALWAYS RIGHT. FEW PEOPLE ARE AS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AS ME. CUZ I DON'T ALLOW MY EMOTIONS AND MY DESIRES TO RULE ME. I DON'T LEAD WITH THE HEART OR THE GENITALS. I LEAD WITH THE HEAD AND ANGRY EYES. LOOK AT EVERYONE STERN AND MEAN AND COLD AND HARD LIKE THEY ARE UP TO SOMETHING. AND WHEN I SMILE ITS ALL FAKE.