I was expecting to be liked by hospital staff and treated nicer. I was expecting to be liked and welcomed at the churches and choirs and treated nicely, I was expecting to be liked at the colleges I went to and the social clubs and the support groups where I was bullied, I was in, I mean all these years of bullying adds up to more and more evidence and I don't feel guilty at all anymore they I used to. some people know how to take then give all they give is insults and take every cent from you, every guy, every job, everything and its not the way I operate.