i am thinking about heading off to bed early tonight fuck trick or treaters, if people want to see me they have to come to the door and ask for me in person I am not into all that costume non-sense. its not that I mind giving treats to kids but I never got to do any fun things like that as a child or teen and I think its sending a bad message to children anyway. if one or two turn up from up the road i might bother but otherwise i am not keeping an open door that is for sure. I have been studying most of the day and I will be tonight and I might be going out tomorrow so I haven't got time to worry about halloween and these awful abusive neighbors upsetting me abusing our family and the way they pick on me. I don't like courtney and donna and I don't have to like them my parents and sister don't like them either. we don't believe in forgive and forget!