joyce and sarina russo have made me fat 3 times now, so how about you pay up sluts!

I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace piece. I have a satin white and gold evening dress never worn and a long victorian lace white dress for a boho style. I want to buy prettier veils - I mean if I was getting married for real I would want prettier dress and veil myself. I have a few posies and brooch boquets I collect so many things in case I need them. as if I would be invited out to wear the pretty 1950s things I have. I have no friends to be models for me or fake brides and I don't want to put make up on other people anyway. why should I make others look pretty when everyone made me feel so depressed and ugly and stopped me from getting married all these years. i mean anyway, if I ever get a portfolio of make overs together anyway, like all my projects half done!

I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace pie...

I just had a green and red lettuce with brown fig and carrot and salad onion, chopped celery and salmon salad and I wish I had of put some chopped walnuts on the fig but I added a little cider vinegar and just had water and a diet shake, I only have diet shakes on rare occasions because literally all my nutritian teachers in my associate degree have said they don't recomend diet shakes at all for weight loss or nutritional maintainance alone.

I just had a green and red lettuce with brown fig and carrot and salad onion, chopped celery and sal...

I am going to a bonsai exhib this weekend and I am already planting a lot of spring and summer flowers. I just bought some blue cornflowers and salvia and white lavender. I enjoy taking photos of flowers because they don't complain and don't move.

I am going to a bonsai exhib this weekend and I am already planting a lot of spring and summer flowe...