I am depressed - I study crap, IT, design, software and risk assessment, training and humanities again and some legal stuff and I feel worthless and lack time and tired of this dull drum without friends and a normal life. I have to study I want to work, I want a family, I want to travel and buy a house, yet I am constantly worried about death and my health or my pets health. I wish someone could just rescue me from everyone who has violated me. someone please rescue me from ken, rick, katy, joyce, everyone!