I feel like I am just stabbing ghosts in the dark because I point the finger at everyone questioning who was it who spread the lies and bumped off each time over love. I did not self sabotage alone, there were a lot of people backstabbing and lying and being shits and creating so many lies to serve themselves for sex and promotions and I just think can't someone I like support me. no I don't want to be like sally, I just said that as a joke, sally is mean and crazy and I am not like her. I am not like those cruel indian bitches either, I used to think they were nice but I now think they are evil and abusive and they have been so evil towards me one of them niggars set up this game a long time ago. will that person ever own up? I am not a fat fighters but my doctor told me to have a go at her so I did verbally. she near gave me a heart attack. i don't understand why she was so evil and why i kept thinking she was the real one behind that fashion parade and she was planning on stealing my clothes with emma and andrew and a few other unsrupled people with wendy/windy.