my mum and dad compete with their kids for sexual attention, weight, jobs, and play games of we can't complain about anything a doctor or neighbor or pedophile did /does incase they might punch dad in the face since we were kids. when us kids were looking for work they would go harder looking for work and discrediting us and when we were studying at college and university they went hard at wrecking it making arguments and hard to study and causing stress on us. then when my doctors told me to lose weight due to certain health issues my mother started copying me, then she started copying me with clothing wanting to buy clothing way too young for her when she was in her late 60 -70 and wanted dress like a teenager, my father always makes out I or my other siblings are doing "naughty" things and he is the naughty man, drunk violent episodes of gritting teeth and waving fists in our faces for years and he always takes everyone else's side but his kids or wifes side, or he will take his wife side over his kids to play mind games, and i invite my parents to overseas or weekend holidays only cuz I don't have a boyfriend or husband or even a close female friend to do fun things with and there is always a carry on about who will look after this or that, and yet I am the one who has to do all the saving for their airfairs and travel and food eating out or outings and I am getting sick of this when I would prefer my own boyfriend and not them. they copy everything and are jealous of their kids successes, they failed at life and I even past exams for them to give them diplomas and I fix and cleaned all their house and painted it and paid for fridges, washing machines, dryers and dishwashing machines, furnature and carpeting and repairs, and this need to copy me when I was looking for a boyfriend everytime they have to go socializing individually not together when I go looking for a boyfriend makes no sense to me, I have tried to tell therapists about this and the violence of my mother her attacks at me when I needed ambulance or hospital and her verbal and physical attacks on me most of my life and saying no man would want me all the time. my sisters violence and brothers violence and fathers violence and then when I go to make friends outside I usually end up being attacked by at least 1 hooker slut and also these strange sluts of fat over 50 whores who have had 3-7 kids to as many fathers want to compete with me for younger men and they try to make out their life experiences are just like mine and their not. sally tried to play mind games on me from nutrimetics saying she would slap my face if I didn't give someone a facial and attacked me every time in her car about not having a licence and then all the things joyce and katey and kelly and anita did to me, if that happened in a domestic situation it would be called domestic abuse, then there has been work harrasement and abuses, university and college and deliberate discrimination and abuse, katy deserved a kick up her ass and face and should have been punished for what she did to me, as she and joyce are the badest people I have ever met when it comes to con artist scammers. sally and emma are as well. emma is a cheat liar scammer. I will never trust ever again. I am sick of these stupid senile schitzo mad selfish people who are all older then me. their senile!

my mum and dad compete with their kids for sexual attention, weight, jobs, and play games of we can't complain about anything a doctor or neighbor or pedophile did /does incase they might punch dad in the face since we were kids. when us kids were looking for work they would go harder looking for work and discrediting us and when we were studying at college and university they went hard at wrecking it making arguments and hard to study and causing stress on us. then when my doctors told me to lose weight due to certain health issues my mother started copying me, then she started copying me with clothing wanting to buy clothing way too young for her when she was in her late 60 -70 and wanted dress like a teenager, my father always makes out I or my other siblings are doing "naughty" things and he is the naughty man, drunk violent episodes of gritting teeth and waving fists in our faces for years and he always takes everyone else's side but his kids or wifes side, or he will take his wife side over his kids to play mind games, and i invite my parents to overseas or weekend holidays only cuz I don't have a boyfriend or husband or even a close female friend to do fun things with and there is always a carry on about who will look after this or that, and yet I am the one who has to do all the saving for their airfairs and travel and food eating out or outings and I am getting sick of this when I would prefer my own boyfriend and not them. they copy everything and are jealous of their kids successes, they failed at life and I even past exams for them to give them diplomas and I fix and cleaned all their house and painted it and paid for fridges, washing machines, dryers and dishwashing machines, furnature and carpeting and repairs, and this need to copy me when I was looking for a boyfriend everytime they have to go socializing individually not together when I go looking for a boyfriend makes no sense to me, I have tried to tell therapists about this and the violence of my mother her attacks at me when I needed ambulance or hospital and her verbal and physical attacks on me most of my life and saying no man would want me all the time. my sisters violence and brothers violence and fathers violence and then when I go to make friends outside I usually end up being attacked by at least 1 hooker slut and also these strange sluts of fat over 50 whores who have had 3-7 kids to as many fathers want to compete with me for younger men and they try to make out their life experiences are just like mine and their not. sally tried to play mind games on me from nutrimetics saying she would slap my face if I didn't give someone a facial and attacked me every time in her car about not having a licence and then all the things joyce and katey and kelly and anita did to me, if that happened in a domestic situation it would be called domestic abuse, then there has been work harrasement and abuses, university and college and deliberate discrimination and abuse, katy deserved a kick up her ass and face and should have been punished for what she did to me, as she and joyce are the badest people I have ever met when it comes to con artist scammers. sally and emma are as well. emma is a cheat liar scammer. I will never trust ever again. I am sick of these stupid senile schitzo mad selfish people who are all older then me. their senile!
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The man who date raped me did much the same thing. I was not attracted to him at all. at a party the boss said "do you think any of the guys here are nice, and she said "oh he is looking at you what do you think of him?" and I said "oh he seems ok, sort of not bad" and smiled and deep down I was too embarrassed to be rude and public protocol in a party you say "oh yeh, he seems ok sort off person not bad looking I guess" but that doesn't mean "I want to go out with him and I want f*** him!" and I was drunk by now and just tried to be polite rather then say "well they are really old and ugly actually" and the fact is there is BIG DIFFERENCE IN COMMUNICATION AND UNDERSTANDING THERE. the next thing i know is he is drinking his fav scotch expensive and looking back he must have thought he was going to score that night like a fool pig in mud, and then the Boss spoke up when I was leaving and he offered to drive me home or some of the sailors, next thing I thought he was going to drive but no he gets his silly mate to drive and him in the backseat and I was drunk so he gets in ready to rape me in the car backseat and he went to far because i didn't want to be kissing him and it felt bad and awful but that happened, but no way would i have got in the car if i had known that was there plan if i had been sober, I wanted to get home safe and not with that s*** going on as i had never done that before. because I didn't want to go out with him or know him and didn't want him f****** me or raping me when he suggested we meet up to walk around the city. then he asks me upstairs to his rooms for a drink and look and I thought he was going to introduce me to some of the single guys on the ship but no! he gives me a heavy drink and went for me like a cheap ali- grater and raped me and that was my first s** experience and i was being told by people this was all normal way of life and i was so ugly i didn't deserve better anyway then parcels in the mail come of dead threats and i wondered if it was from him. we chatted on line and he was like i like you but i am married but i want to get you out of your shell and help you and you need to be having s** more and around guys and i will build up your confidence with s** and do you feel better now? and no I didn't then he wanted me to get on a plan. saying I am helping you get out to see the world and learn independence. so 6 mths later i goes and do what he wants and hated being near him and couldn't wait to get away. and he was first thin say when see me "I want to tie you to the bed and rape you" not a gentlemanly thing to say. but i was so dumb and fooled at the time I thought this was all normal. he said he would never leave his wife and I said well, I don't want you that way anyway and when i seen him last he goes "I will check out a guy you like next time so he is right for you" or some s*** and I am thinking "excuse me but I don't need you to check out any man for me" and I don't like or love you and I am after another guy someone way better who can give me what I really need. not your s***." he has stalked me but I don't love him. I just want him to leave me alone to find some better guy and give me what I really need. It sounds like he was pursuing you and messing with your head. its like a relationship of abuse where the wife goes back and is raped and abused or the girlfriend is not aware of what is happening around her and is lead to believe that any abuse or games in a relationship is ok and it is not. don't feel bad. you did nothing wrong but fall for trusting him again. a man can confuse women like this to stay in an abusive relationship and that its all normal and its not til you get older and get professional advice when you can see that he was abusing you and messing with your state of mind. when you see professionals and see how the world is not like that your eyes wake up that you have been had and used and you deserve better. I know I do deserve better then this bullshit. 2018 the year the scum bag rapist leaves gets out of my life so someone better can come into my life. cuz my parents are never going tolerate this shit ever again and they said they will go the bastard for this. he is not welcome in our lives. some people will try to fool you that shit is ok but it isn't. abuse is abuse. violence is violence.

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