I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS AT WELOPT FAM PRAC AND OTHER PLACES? THE WAY THEY FUSS AND FUCK AFTER THESE UNEDUCATED FAT SLOBBY TEENS AND OLD SLUTS ON THE PILL THAT LOOK AND ACT LIKE MEN AT NUTRIJUNK ETC. WITH THEIR CARS AND KIDS AND THIN SICKLY UGLY WRINKLED BODIES AND SAGGING ASSES AND BIRTHED OUT HUGE BLACK HOLE CUNTS AFTER BABY AFTER BABY. AND LIKE THEY WALK AROUND SO LIKE "OH GOD AM I SPECIAL, HAVE PRAM HAVE BABY, WILL SUCK" ATTITUDE SO COMMON AND THESE DOCTORS FUSSING AFTER THEM LIKE THEY ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL THEY ARE JUST HOOKER WHORES MINDLESS BREEDING WHORES SPOILT OVER INDULDGED AND WHO NEED BASHINGS AND KICKS UP THE BUM AND A JOYCE IN THEIR LIVE AND A KATY AND A FEW VIOLENT MEN AND ABUSIVE WOMEN. THEY LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE DOGS COMMON SLUTS AND IF I WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS OF EVERY WOMAN AROUND ME WHO HAS MORE THEN ME I WILL AND SAY INSULTING RUDE THINGS AND SHAME AND EMARASS THEM INTO STEPPING ASIDE FOR OTHERS WHO DON'T HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE. MY FATHER STEPPED ASIDE FOR OTHERS IN JOBS TO ROTATE JOBS FOR WHROES AND IN COMMUNITY THINGS AND I THINK MORE JOBS AND PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN THEY HAVE TO MOVE AND STEP ASIDE TO MAKE LIKE MORE FAIR FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE HUSBANDS AND KIDS ETC. THEY HAVE TO BE MADE TO FEEL GUILTY. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO MAKE SALLY FEEL GUILTY AND MAKE IT CLEAR TO THAT MANCHILD GRUNT ALCOHOLIC OLD BAG THAT SHE HAS NO RIGHT LAUGHING AT ME AND I AM MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN HER IN ALL WAYS AND DESERVE MORE THEN HER, SHE HAS HAD TOO MUCH MEN AND SEX AND KIDS AND NEEDS TO LEARN REJECTION AND FAILURE MORE. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO ATTACK HER VERBALLY OVER HER SELFISHNESS. MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO VERBALLY ABUSE HER AND TO STOP HER SPEAKING FOR ME OVER MEN WHEN SHE NEEDS TO LEARN SOME HOME TRUTHS, I HAVE NOT HAD A MAN IN DECADES MYSELF AND I HAVE NO CHILDREN AND SHE NEEDS TO LEARN TO HELP OTHERS BEFORE HELPING HERSELF AND HER CUNTHOLE THAT MUST BE AS BIG AS THE BLACKHOLE ITSSELF LIKE JOYCE SHE HAS A CUNT THE SIZE OF THE SPOT ON JUPITER! AND A VIOLENT VIOCIOUS ABUSIVE MOUTH THE SAME TO MATCH. IF ONLY I HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO ABUSE AND GET PAID TO ABUSE THE WAY SHE DID AND SHE MUST THINK SHE IS SO CLEVER BUT I JUST SEE A VIOLENT ANIMAL WITH RUTHLESS CRUEL HEART, SHE IS A BLACKHEARTED EVIL WOMAN OF DIRTY SIN GOD WILL PUNISH AND I AM NOT THE LIAR SHE IS. OH MY GOD. THAT WOMAN IS A LIAR LIKE NO OTHER.

I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS AT WELOPT FAM PRAC AND OTHER PLACES? THE WAY THEY FUSS AND FUCK AFTER THESE UNEDUCATED FAT SLOBBY TEENS AND OLD SLUTS ON THE PILL THAT LOOK AND ACT LIKE MEN AT NUTRIJUNK ETC. WITH THEIR CARS AND KIDS AND THIN SICKLY UGLY WRINKLED BODIES AND SAGGING ASSES AND BIRTHED OUT HUGE BLACK HOLE CUNTS AFTER BABY AFTER BABY. AND LIKE THEY WALK AROUND SO LIKE "OH GOD AM I SPECIAL, HAVE PRAM HAVE BABY, WILL SUCK" ATTITUDE SO COMMON AND THESE DOCTORS FUSSING AFTER THEM LIKE THEY ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL THEY ARE JUST HOOKER WHORES MINDLESS BREEDING WHORES SPOILT OVER INDULDGED AND WHO NEED BASHINGS AND KICKS UP THE BUM AND A JOYCE IN THEIR LIVE AND A KATY AND A FEW VIOLENT MEN AND ABUSIVE WOMEN. THEY LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE DOGS COMMON SLUTS AND IF I WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS OF EVERY WOMAN AROUND ME WHO HAS MORE THEN ME I WILL AND SAY INSULTING RUDE THINGS AND SHAME AND EMARASS THEM INTO STEPPING ASIDE FOR OTHERS WHO DON'T HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE. MY FATHER STEPPED ASIDE FOR OTHERS IN JOBS TO ROTATE JOBS FOR WHROES AND IN COMMUNITY THINGS AND I THINK MORE JOBS AND PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN THEY HAVE TO MOVE AND STEP ASIDE TO MAKE LIKE MORE FAIR FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE HUSBANDS AND KIDS ETC. THEY HAVE TO BE MADE TO FEEL GUILTY. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO MAKE SALLY FEEL GUILTY AND MAKE IT CLEAR TO THAT MANCHILD GRUNT ALCOHOLIC OLD BAG THAT SHE HAS NO RIGHT LAUGHING AT ME AND I AM MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN HER IN ALL WAYS AND DESERVE MORE THEN HER, SHE HAS HAD TOO MUCH MEN AND SEX AND KIDS AND NEEDS TO LEARN REJECTION AND FAILURE MORE. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO ATTACK HER VERBALLY OVER HER SELFISHNESS. MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO VERBALLY ABUSE HER AND TO STOP HER SPEAKING FOR ME OVER MEN WHEN SHE NEEDS TO LEARN SOME HOME TRUTHS, I HAVE NOT HAD A MAN IN DECADES MYSELF AND I HAVE NO CHILDREN AND SHE NEEDS TO LEARN TO HELP OTHERS BEFORE HELPING HERSELF AND HER CUNTHOLE THAT MUST BE AS BIG AS THE BLACKHOLE ITSSELF LIKE JOYCE SHE HAS A CUNT THE SIZE OF THE SPOT ON JUPITER! AND A VIOLENT VIOCIOUS ABUSIVE MOUTH THE SAME TO MATCH. IF ONLY I HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO ABUSE AND GET PAID TO ABUSE THE WAY SHE DID AND SHE MUST THINK SHE IS SO CLEVER BUT I JUST SEE A VIOLENT ANIMAL WITH RUTHLESS CRUEL HEART, SHE IS A BLACKHEARTED EVIL WOMAN OF DIRTY SIN GOD WILL PUNISH AND I AM NOT THE LIAR SHE IS. OH MY GOD. THAT WOMAN IS A LIAR LIKE NO OTHER.
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