mental bitch doctor at local hospital gave me too high a dose of potasium to the point that any sodium I took was literally making me ill. no one would listen that I was having heart pain and urinary problems and my ear was hurting from the mastoid infection. I am so upset with my ear at the moment and headache and I don't want to go through that abuse at that hospital ever again. can't a doctor see there is something wrong if a too high a dose of potassium was causing the most minor of things like the saline in the nasal spray to cause salty migraines and like my veins were turning to wood rather than blood. what stupid place is this? ah and I am the stupid one supposidy and I need some emotional help at times and I need a husband to care about me and protect me and my rights. and I don't eat meat and go on a hungar strike sometimes when I was sick taking all that antibiotics and anitinfammatories and antihistamines and antifungal serums they give babies like nilstat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzfeSk3G27c finished my police and justice and still doing law and slaving my guts out here and if any one wrecks anything I will go on a murder spree! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kh1FNFdKtRc I am trying to do a degree in fashion design and nursing and psychology and nutrition and sport and I don't go on dates, its alway me having to give give give think of everyone else. and all these weird people wanting to be near me but not the real love and romance I need. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5w3YfHt3VM I have completed my arts degree and business and dental cert and IT I just don't tell people enough because I don't want people knowing what I am doing that I am still at university. i did policing ethics at university years ago! and I don't cheat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrFPAtTYApM

mental bitch doctor at local hospital gave me too high a dose of potasium to the point that any sodium I took was literally making me ill. no one would listen that I was having heart pain and urinary problems and my ear was hurting from the mastoid infection. I am so upset with my ear at the moment and headache and I don't want to go through that abuse at that hospital ever again. can't a doctor see there is something wrong if a too high a dose of potassium was causing the most minor of things like the saline in the nasal spray to cause salty migraines and like my veins were turning to wood rather than blood. what stupid place is this? ah and I am the stupid one supposidy and I need some emotional help at times and I need a husband to care about me and protect me and my rights. and I don't eat meat and go on a hungar strike sometimes when I was sick taking all that antibiotics and anitinfammatories and antihistamines and antifungal serums they give babies like nilstat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzfeSk3G27c finished my police and justice and still doing law and slaving my guts out here and if any one wrecks anything I will go on a murder spree! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kh1FNFdKtRc I am trying to do a degree in fashion design and nursing and psychology and nutrition and sport and I don't go on dates, its alway me having to give give give think of everyone else. and all these weird people wanting to be near me but not the real love and romance I need. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5w3YfHt3VM I have completed my arts degree and business and dental cert and IT I just don't tell people enough because I don't want people knowing what I am doing that I am still at university. i did policing ethics at university years ago! and I don't cheat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrFPAtTYApM
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