my mother is using me. she is taking my money and not honoring me.

I'm a 21 year old woman, I finally escaped by parents at 19. Mom and Dad were both continually molested by their fathers from age 5 until 18. It fucked them up badly, when I was 9, I began to develop tits. I guess that set them both off, as they made me sleep in their bed. Then they both started to moleste me. By 10, I was engaged in nightly threesomes with them. So for 9 years I was their sex toy. I ate more pussy and shallowed more cum than you can imagine. My father has a huge cock almost 10 inches, and sex was so painful. But by 11, my pussy was well trained from constant fucking by dad and mom using dildos on me. In the two years since I left I found can't cum without them fucking me. I've tried men, woman, group sex, dildo, even fuck machines. Nothing, I don't get aroused, wet or cum. I hate myself, last night I called them and begged for them to let me come home and be their play thing again. I hate them for making me cum so hard during sex. But I hate myself even more for needing and wanting them to abuse me. I miss sex with my parents so much. I'll do anything they want to feel good again.

I'm a 21 year old woman, I finally escaped by parents at 19. Mom and Dad were both continually mole...

my pc often goes so ghost mouse and the curser wants to do its own thing its really annoying and virual

my pc often goes so ghost mouse and the curser wants to do its own thing its really annoying and vir...

i hate how fat i feel, the messy grotty house, the whining cats, I love the cats but just whines and whines for food non stop. its like being bombarded everywhere, messy junk everywhere I want to cry, i never go down stairs so I wont cry and see the mess there. no one will help me at all for the last 15 years i have literally been tortured and neighbors trying to burn our house with pickets and my fathers abusive drinking yelling my mothers constant bullying. why are they doing this to me? why don't any one care about me? why is it no one has ever cared about me? why was my sisters male friends constantly wanting to dominate and go out with me and I hated them. I mean I absolutely hated them. they sickened me. I have a degree i have diplomas and still couldn't find work. i hate you for your abuse on me db i really do you didn't do what i asked you do. you wrecked things. i wanted them better and you made them worse.

i hate how fat i feel, the messy grotty house, the whining cats, I love the cats but just whines and...