I don't know what I was supposed to do, I mean just because certain german and english people up and fuck men everywhere ruining parties on us all the time - I mean obviously the queen thinks women should up and shag anything and I don't think like that and my parents are apaulled at some behavior that people did to me. we don't understand it or what we were supposed to do about it. the police are useless. like these govt depts they are so powerless and lazy. its not my fault I don't know what people think I was supposed to do. no one gave me a script! no one told me what they wanted. no one asked me what I wanted. I am sick of stupid mental case mentors who don't have a freakin clue of what they are doing and are stupid losers.

i have a headache, my mother is selfish she is happy with me being her little companion running around with her photoing but does she think about what would make me feel happy? she says she does want me to find a man but then why has she ruined so many opportunties for me? she agrees with me and the therapists that ken was all wrong for me, and I deserved to be treated better and have a better man then him. she just seems to want me to be like a child forever. she didn't help me find a man when I was younger like I see other mothers do, she is so lazy as a mother like that. she is not thinking of how I will cope when she dies or how lonely and unloved I feel needing a husband all these years as if this is normal to sleep in your mothers bed at 45. I don't even have a bedroom of my own nor does my older sister who sleeps on a couch futon I bought. she won't use the bed I bought. am I in the twilight zone here? how can people think this is all normal? joyce didn't know what the fuck hell she was doing cuz if she had of my life would have worked out right. I am only a failure all due to her dumb advice and bullshit. she had no idea what the fuck hell that spastic lunitic whore was doing. she was spastic. she is spastic. she didn't have the answers to her own life! she was sucking off vulnerable people. she never consered herself with what I wanted. no one at russos asked me "and what do you want out of a career and life ?" they had made up their mind to push me off to disability after they abused me into a disabled state!

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