i felt guilty for surviving death, and i push most people away these days, its only a selected few i welcome in. no men but i am not gay. its just "what the fuck is the fucking point when you're as old as i am, never felt loved ever and its a bit too late now, who cares! loves a load of bullshit, it won't save you ".

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i felt guilty for surviving death, and i push most people away these days, its only a selected few i welcome in. no men but i am not gay. its just "what the fuck is the fucking point when you're as old as i am, never felt loved ever and its a bit too late now, who cares! loves a load of bullshit, it won't save you ".

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my mum and I joke all the time because they have meetings at the local hospital about having a meeting and they then have to have another meeting to address that meeting before and the outcomes and then another meeting about what was not dealt with, they have to have a dozen meetings to work out what little wanker with the least amount of psychiatric or psychology skills goes over to the main public hospital to talk to a patient about the medication and usually its just a young naive social worker who has absolutely no knowledge of medications at all and are useless, they are so lazy and incompetant and all the money goes to the top and all these meetings they are always at with some waste yap fest while patients wait and wait and wait and wait is down right insulting to me and to the govt tax who pay for this. and this was the same with a friend of mine who was a nurse all the govt money was going to top staff for basic things and not to patients, the exact same process and mentality was happening at russo job network and I see it happening in a lot of places. their laziness and complacency is shocking. I don't understand their morals, well they just don't have any professional or personal morals that is half the problem beside the bullying culture and its at universities and work, I left one job due to sexual bullying and I was glad because I didn't like the uppty rude rich real estate asshole males anyway and the women were all whore and compelte ugly over makeup sluts and so bitchy and there was about 1 nice young girl I worked with at the time who was the nicest of them - these guys at the real estate were earning easily a few million a week with big sales and showroom cars new bought every few months. its all a scam of moeny. that is why I was so angry when garry who sold the house all he was was a cocaine snorting boilermaker with no education and ripping people off, no morals at all. my father seen it a lot at work as well. the complete lack of personal and professional morals was shocking. completely shocking. like I say the AMA - what do they do ? they stand for nothing. lazy useless stupid poxy little boys club of losers with no morals ripping off people who are needy and being abused.

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"mindless breeding" and its usually young single mothers who all the babies know is mommy taps on and looks at a mobile and texts people all day and wears tattoos and metal pieces on the face and god only knows elsewhere, yet they seem to go from shag to shag, drugging boozing and job hops and a lot of lying. it seems to be today you have to lie on your resume to get work. the cheats and scammers are winning. people with moral values and a conscience are abused and left behind, currently Australia studies on welfare show full-time students end up on welfare merry-go-round all their lives, one woman who teaches some crap on back health explains to me why I should buy her prozzie course because she has 3 or 4 PhDs, but how many are real or genuinely earnt. much like love today, its all instant. Nowhere to meet if you are on disability and been to a university like me and drop out due to being physically assaulted by violent druggy women over men. its truly said that the bad people of this world are being rewarded for being assholes, liars and scammers and rude and hurtful. mindless breeding like mindless eating is an epidemic however so is what bill gates did to the stop breeding with sterilization in tetanus vaccines, yeh jobbs and gates have a lot to answer for as do a lot of corporate psychopaths and all these Dream Lover psychopaths multiple times married mindless breeders who are like that character "the united states of tara" crazy. so you do course after course and people just "oh she's dumb! we won't let her breed, cuz she looks like she has life too easy" but I have been in the hospital with serious injuries from car accidents and infections mysteriously finding themselves at my body system that I believe are spread deliberately - they want to kill off people. we don't have enough jobs or money or homes and in infrastructures already we ca't take in anymore refugees and sorry but I am sick of hearing about the gays stupid rights and black power and 50 shades of shit rape to be a modern liberated woman- what a load of complete and utter bullshit this world has come to with cinema full of rubbish, tv and media full of rubbish. etc. I just wanna know how you get to be one of the special beautiful sexual people who get adoring fans at work and husbands and dine out and have cars and kids and houses, only Asians and Indians marry in Australia no one else can afford it and they are taking our houses and white men too. so sick of it.in 2000 people were getting govt handouts and baby bonuses to have kids and it was at a time I wanted to be married and having a baby - already then I felt it was getting urgent and too late I was in my late 20s wondering why I had never had 1 real friend that cared about my feelings and sexual needs or how I felt, I had never even been seriously in love going to 2 universities and colleges and getting nowhere with employment because I was not black, male or disadvantaged enough, or middle aged women with 2 broken marriages who were getting all the jobs anyway. so stupid people getting paid to fvck and mindlessly breed to hit up on ice or get another proud fat mummy tattoo or new mobile phone. and all these overseas students getting extra marks at university because they are non English background now they have the degrees and jobs and houses and us loser "white trash" who came from good Christian homes are treated like retards is not funny. you have to be fat before you allowed to be thin you have to be sick before you can have rights, you have to fight big ogres for a date, I can't be expected to fight an old cougar of 55 who has 3 kids and been married 4 times and drives a sports car and wants a toy boy for a trashy romp and then I miss out on a young guy or you get young 12-year-olds mothers by 13 stealing daddy sugarpops and once again the more stylish morally conscious woman with class who doesn't want to lower her behaviour down to her selfish competition is in a rut again. yeh it does not seem fair. and you have to be a druggy to be important or rich, and if all the fat old married 5 times momma with 12 kids don't like you cuz your thin and studying and think you need to live the school of hard knocks and gets you raped for their fun it strange world we live in.

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no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old men of females here with no love or life or anything to look forward to and all you hear on tv is about all the bad cruises and food poisoning and assaults and ships sinking due to lazy over spoilt selfish sexed captains and it doesn't look like much fun to me. I get sick on a ferris wheel let alone a cruise. I am phobic to water since a child when my kid friend drown and I just can't see us enjoying anything. we are a family who don't know how to enjoy life at all. i refuse to speak to those dirty erin women at all and I feel this deal is a scam! someone will scam me because I am always being scammed and frauded, I have always been scammed and frauded it won't change now that I am 46 and and old maid left on the shelf. and I am likely to want to bash anyone who tries flirting with me or even tries to be nice I have been abused everywhere I go for so long.

no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old ...

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