your supposed to be ashamed of yourself! that is what is expected of you! do you get that?

My friends dont like me. I dont get invited anywhere.I am a 20 year old female college student with a past that I must hide. I am average in most ways---5'7" tall weight 135 lbs and have a pretty good body. when i was 14 My brothers friend took me to a party andI got drunker than hell.I had my first sexual experience with him that night. That started the story. In high school i fucked every date I ever had ( almost every anyway) and I was asked out a lot because ever guy knew he could get laid--the other girls hated me. I went to college on the other side of the country and got away from my past. I have a very serious relationship and I never want him to know about what i was like in high school. I needed to tell my story and not have anyone know who i am----Thank you

My friends dont like me. I dont get invited anywhere.I am a 20 year old female college student with ...

This is my second time around being married. I got married the first time at 19 and it fell apart and became the ugliest divorce you would want to hear about. The court battles are ongoing, and the ex is after me for more child support every single year, despite the fact that she is re-married to a millionaire and I pretty much scrape by after what I already pay her. That's not so bad. I can deal with her bullshit and its not like I want to skip out on child support anyway. The worst part is I found a girlfriend a few years ago and right when I'd decided it was time to move on she got pregnant. Not being able to afford (as in I'd be homeless if I tried) child support on two fronts, I married this woman. Now, she's not a bad person. We co-exist fine in the same house, but I'd rather just not be married. Truth to tell, I'd rather not deal with women at all, relationship wise. I'm 40 years old and it just doesn't seem worth it to me anymore. Relationships are more headache than joy to me. So basically I stay married because its easier. I don't hate my wife, I just don't love her either. I'm pretty neutral about the whole thing. I know she'd become a blight on my life if we got a divorce though. She doesn't work, and she'd come after me for every penny she could get. I have a higher income than I did when we first got married, but it wouldn't matter, the court would just order me to pay more because of it, plus I'd have the original ex to deal with... So basically I'm stuck. I hate being married, I hate the day to day work of it, every single day I dream of being free of it. In the meantime I go through the motions. I tell my wife I love her, etc, but its all lies. I take her on the occasional date, buy her flowers, all to keep her quiet. If I'm going to suffer through this the last thing I want to hear is her bullshit about not being loved enough. Welcome to my life, lady. Things don't always work out the way we want. I'll leave if you promise not to come after me for every penny I have, but of course you would, because you're "entitled" to it even though you aren't willing to go get a job yourself. Yeah fuck that. If I'm going to have to deal with that, you're going to have to deal with the loveless marriage. If you don't like it, YOU can walk. That will probably make the whole thing more affordable. Yep, that's my life. I hope this little rant falls into the hands of anyone considering marriage, because there's a really good chance that when the love runs out (and it will) you'll be in this exact same position.

This is my second time around being married. I got married the first time at 19 and it fell apart an...

we have been struggling for so long now. none of us have any superannuation or savings for age and retirement. We were promised jobs and they gave them to others. I need to find a way to bring in some extra money either part time work or working from home or something. I just need the extra money and freedom. I need to find the rainbow with more then this shit.

we have been struggling for so long now. none of us have any superannuation or savings for age and r...