a friend said this site is just hurting me. I want to leave here and find a new one soon.

I have a heart valve regurgitation and murmur and that means I can't afford to be upset and abused, its true people with broken hearts can have mini or server heart attacks or strokes. which is why I don't want to be around the people who caused me those things. my doctors want me to lose weight and I feel like I can't. I have confidence that I can lose it, there are a lot of factors why. I have a muscle skeltal disorder I need to sort out first but I can't afford to do over strenuous exercise I really need a mild workout like years ago. over time losing weight. but its not like I am likely to attract a man. I am so old as my brain specialist keeps telling and probably too late for babies and all the things I really wanted in life- so I hope everyone is pleased they ruined my life-but you will pay a price for it !!!!

I have a heart valve regurgitation and murmur and that means I can't afford to be upset and abused, ...

and just so joyce knows, I have not talked about his suicide for over 20 years. I have never talked about wanting to suicide it was not on my mind. I was just brainwashed into the whole "poor bugger me" story of a liar nazi that killed people which I find very abusive from that family. a very very evil abusive thing to do to a child ! you'll pay one day!

and just so joyce knows, I have not talked about his suicide for over 20 years. I have never talked ...

americans piss me off. gloria marshal went broke just so I couldn't lose weight I think. thanks america for making every legal men and legal job reject me. it really offends me seeing that rich mongrel baldwin and this "better-ers" and I couldn't thank an asshole like you if I tried. and don't call me either your mongrel selfish bastard.

americans piss me off. gloria marshal went broke just so I couldn't lose weight I think. thanks amer...