today i was pushed too far exercising got that element taste in the mouth and wanting to vomit my heart and breathing have been annoying me ever since, i don't like things causing deathly pain. you have no idea what your in for, death is painful. so I don't like to be reminded what I went threw. i don't have a dick to lean on or kids to lean on or job or ego or money. you have it all and left me with none! you ought to try a bit of death sometime get a idea of it whats ahead for you. i can't even have my pet cuddle me on the chest its so painful and I am coughing as I always have even as a child a exercise asthma and heart murmur. as if you know what the world is about yet! fuck off! go die a little! then talk to me!