and you have never considered my needs ever, not one of you mongrel lazy bastards. I have never had the luxuary of some man providing for me or supporting me. I have to do everything alone. you always consider everyone else but how I feel in this family. so fuck you and you can go die and sit on your fat ass and die die die. you should be helping me get more things in life and you know you owe me more! yeh, you know it!