because of all the psychological trauma people have done to me, I can't watch a lot of tv or movies, I won't want murder bloody tv forensic or crime things or supernatural or wicca stuff or psycho suspense. I noticed as soon as I watch some things they trigger me off. and I can't turn nasty on people so for long time I have hate all the overdone animation fight scenes and vampire rubbish and dark ages garbage. I could not even watch that abc show howards end remake or even the victoria bbc production without just hating the characters so much. i seen a film recently that upset me for a while and i just can't watch too many lifetime movies anymore. I used to like hallmark and lifetime teen issues movies about teen life and real life issues for women etc but now i find it too over done. creepers.

because of all the psychological trauma people have done to me, I can't watch a lot of tv or movies, I won't want murder bloody tv forensic or crime things or supernatural or wicca stuff or psycho suspense. I noticed as soon as I watch some things they trigger me off. and I can't turn nasty on people so for long time I have hate all the overdone animation fight scenes and vampire rubbish and dark ages garbage. I could not even watch that abc show howards end remake or even the victoria bbc production without just hating the characters so much. i seen a film recently that upset me for a while and i just can't watch too many lifetime movies anymore. I used to like hallmark and lifetime teen issues movies about teen life and real life issues for women etc but now i find it too over done. creepers.

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