dad keeps breaking things here like cups and dishwashers and vintage glass light fittings and we have to use battery travellers carry lamps in the bedroom, we have no money to fix the stove, oven, range hood dishwasher he wrecked, old smelly wet carpets and lights never get fixed due to glass covers we can't move, we have no money for the fence to be fixed or broken windows and where the white ants have eaten, let alone no money for holidays or sickness or degrees and I am sick of this shit.