I think my dads personal career dreams was to work in politics or sports commentary but I am not sure, a lot of people made fun of my grandmother or great grandfather buying my dad this huge old dictionary when he was a child and he took piano lessons and he liked a big variety of music but I don't know sometimes he says to me I would like to learn more of what I know and new things as well, he has done some, to be honest. where as my mum had done dressmaking and photography as a teenager but my mother likes a variety of things like a writing group. I guess we all have dreams mine was to graduate and marry and have children and I wanted to do a variety of things and not be pushed down into one area of work perminantly. but I have not achieved all of what I wanted. I have never liked the way I wanted to be for the giving person I am inside. I think I made the mistakes of being too forgiving too spiritual. I got into meditation rather young at school and in me there is a bit of a frustrated actress, a frustrated paralegal, a frustrateed person in all ways, wondering "oh why was i never good enough for the youthful loving romance I wanted and a special beautiful wedding day that I helped others do".