rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wish I knew why valentino and bugsy did this curse evil satanic thing to me. I am sure they are the ones behind it all. who plotted it. that is how evil sick they were. I hate all my relatives. I can't stand the thought of them. I just don't want to know them and nor does my mother and father cuz of how they made fun of them and abused my parents, my parents understand why I never want to see them again. there are some things you can never forgive, and their abuse in the last 10-8 years has been the final blow. you have to make stand and believe in me.

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wish I knew why valentino and bugsy did this curse evil satanic thing to me. I am sure they are the ones behind it all. who plotted it. that is how evil sick they were. I hate all my relatives. I can't stand the thought of them. I just don't want to know them and nor does my mother and father cuz of how they made fun of them and abused my parents, my parents understand why I never want to see them again. there are some things you can never forgive, and their abuse in the last 10-8 years has been the final blow. you have to make stand and believe in me.
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