these mongrel slut mothers on the bus I am raging jealous of going on about their mongrel kids, admittedly I would not want a mongrel shit adhd mongrel child or their fat dumb ass bodies but I am jealous of any woman who has nice men or kids things I deserved more then them because I have suffered more then them , suffering in silence with out love being subjected to these weirdo bearded construction builders and laborors who are uneducated and idiots. I don't reflect that. I am not spastic or weird druggy looking. so I don't want to be around men like that. this is abuse. I demand better I simply am sick of this!

this stalker has cost me income, work credibility, employment, damage to my health where I had to be in hospital and I had a server middle ear infection and then I got bullied at the hospital. so while I have a lot of respect for doctors some are terrible, as with police, I was accused of attention seeking and told by police to stop asking for help, one nurse literally removed me physically out of the hospital and accused me of wanting to look at other patients being treated which was just a load of garbage when I was more concern for my own health and because they can't find what was wrong with me , to them nothing was wrong. I knew I had a server middle ear infection and after the ear drum surgery I was very groggy and I just had vaginal biopsies done and been so depressed lately since that bring up a lot of things about the sexual abuse as a child. its funny you say that because another woman said a similar thing to me her ex husband stalked her and when she stopped caring he left her alone. this family FERGUSON are bullies, that is how they work, for sex, power, money and they are like extreme sports freaks and have no limits. they mix with a bunch of very rich people who own a soft drink world wide company (kirks/coca-cola) who were my godparents who disowned me from the age of 2. so I don't care to know them but all this ferguson lot are doing is abusing me for sex for their daughters and stealing men, wrecking my law school education and I wanted to married and have children by now. this guy has cost me relationships with other men, he is so jealous and mentally ill. cost me friendships and trust. that is the biggest thing. the trust that is destroyed questioning everyone. he even was able to get churches to abuse me, one church that abused me and also selling drungs on the premises (bayside family christain church) with spiritual abuse is a pentecostal church that do this speaking in tongues and bully women into sexual roles of submission always saying masturbation is work of the devil. etc this is just abuse to me. These people mix with very wealthy and famous people, royalty etc. because my cousin molested me I have been labeled "crazy" because he has Suzi Quatro helping him. she sings all these evil songs about Datona Demon, devil gate drive, he hangs out with all these famous people and wears black and always stealing men from me, while they live this richy posh snobby lifestyle bullying me from a live I was making for myself at university. I was sent this death threats in 2000 oct with grim reapers and bullied by this joyce poorter therapist my doctor has said he is glad I reported her crazy therapy. she was having sex with male and female clients and lack of confidentiality and talking about my abuse to everyone and I was being black listed for jobs. she wanted me to move in with her and her husband tried to make a pass at me and I was not interested it felt so immoral. they did a similar thing to my dad at ALP politics and journalism he worked in and with the league - 2 australian famous football players drugged by father and he was found unconscious on the office floor, this sort of thing has happend to me and my sister as well. when I was raped by this man called Ken Carey (related to noel ferguson- related to the Sarah Ferguson lot and they are evil people), he was bald fat short creepy and I could never love such a bullying freak idiot all he could do was run for his lub gel to rape me, and was acting like a nutcase, he has a devils tattoo on one of his bottoms cheeks and he didn't take me to a hospital or doctor after he raped me for 16 hours in a room after drugging me I had a stroke and now he is trying to pull this crap that he loves me, just because I am related to Rudolf Valentino and European royals. I met princess diana before she was even famous and william and I can tell you they were strange people. I have met a few famous people like david bowie - he was weird and also I knew ricky martin and he is weirdo, all these famous people care about is stealing men from me and making me look like I am a pathetic wretch fat and old and unable to find love. and this is supposed to be their therapy help and its just abuse. all these famous people care about is money and their ego, they are not people who genuinely care about victims of crime, they just see me as a stepping stone to walk over and I am really sick of it. I could tell you more but it would shock you. I don't have to tolerate this satanic abuse. if it looks satanic, it talks satanic, it dresses satanic and sings about devil gates and demons that one can be forgiven for thinking it is satanic. ok!

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